Meaningful day of mine~

Huh... Kinda happy 2day(06/01/08)... y? haha... i get a new bro which means a lot to me... shud i say understanding n caring... Most of all, i love da way he shares his heart tales wid me... Tis make me understand him more n more... Knew him since i wuz in my final year in SMK Chung Hua, which means i wuz in f5 during tat time... hmmm.. then lost contact... Recently, b4 i m back 2 kL again, i had my time wid him... sharing n communicating... tat's how da sincerity from hearts formed... We went to 1st aid duty 2gether, steamboating, KFCing, foot drilling... Then, da closeness is back... Jz pray tat our relation ll b quite a stable n longlife 1... sure can rite jai?

Haik... Wuz once again spending much much loR... Fast food!!! Jz a blink suggestion by my roommate : "Let's eat pizza 2nite"... n my stupid mouth answered : "ok!!!"... tat's how we all ended up eating pizzas 2nite! Kinda siao rite? 1300-88-2525... delivering... Hmmm... actually it's a bit pai seh lor 2 eat in da canteen, when there r so many pairs of eyes looking on us... so, i jz pretended 2 organise a birthday party 4 my fren... i jz shouted here n thr, "happy birthday"... jz 2 cover da pai seh'ness...

2day kinda busy, preparing wid my Torts Tutorial, which i m not done yet in this moment... all my last sem knowledge have returned 2 cik Sue n Prof Norcahaya~ tat's y i spent quite a long time 2 prepare 4 all these hwrk this time...! N i wuz informed tat torts test ll b on da 24th jan... even cham!!! haiz... kinda lazy 2 study laR... haiz... new year wid new vision! Work harder!!! can i? lolz

Love, henzzZ

Tiring day~ Kajang prison trip...

Hmmm... Welcome back 2 CLE... When was my last trip? It would last year somewhere in Aug... Glad, i m back again in CLE... Tis time, we went to Kajang prison... A very scary n creepy place... My feeling when i 1st arrived there is quite worry actually... my mind wondered too far, cant stop imagine wad's inside, how did they behave... Da last thing i reli can do wuz asking jai seng to pray 4 my safety inside...

Da rules inside r reli strict!!! ok, there r a lot of things tat we cant bring in... hmmm... let me think, ok... no wallet, no hp, no pens, no anything~ We've to go through a security check up b4 entering da prison, i wuz molested... haha... touched... i wuz assigned to assist a PMR group... da feeling whn i stepped in wuz quite... hmmm... i dunno... i jz reli don dare 2 look at them... I can feel tat their eyes r all sharply looking into me... hmmm... after da ice-breaking session, everything turned to b better... now at least i dare 2 talk 2 them... they r not tat scary after all...

Time past... n soon every1 getting well wid each other... they even asked me 2 join them eating n chatting... they r so frenly... Man, i reli feel so sad 4 them... jz bcoz of a mistake, some even end up imprison 4 whole life~ huh... y? y? y? Every human did mistake... but y they ll end up in prison 4 whole da whole life? I wuz told tat i wuz chatting wid some murderers, i cant even feel tat they were murderers... From their eyes, i can feel tat they r full of hope, they r looking towards da day when they can b released uopn pardon from Yang Di-Pertuan Agong... But when? when? when? huh.... they nvr give up, they study by themselves, no teacher 4 them... they find solution 4 every thing tat they don understand in their studies...

Da whole trip making me hibernating in my room 4 da whole afternoon... huh... kick... i even slept over my lion dance practice... man... reli quite soi 2nite~ gambling in hostel, i lost up 2 RM10 ++... sakit hati lar... huh.... whr's my luck?! hmmm... better b a guai guai boy, stop gambling~ not da yr for RABBIT 2gamble!!! b k ful~

Hmmm... Time's up! Nite~

Love, henzzZ

Some sharing~ my last few days in Miri...

OK, there r another elites of 2008... Top committee of Miri CHRC who jz passed all their Foot Drill test... Congratz... Keep it up~

Smart, ain't they? Saluting...

OK, here comes my cool boy~

Tis pic took a bit long time 2 b uploaded actually due to da "size" of da pic itself... Hey, don hestitate~ it's chong!!! acting cute, i oso don understand y...? Explanation pls...

Sickness never leave me alone, thanks...

Damn... Tat's wad i gonna face everytime i back to KL... sickness!!! Huh... izzit bcoz of da air here? huh... my nose so itchy, n i cant breathe well... Running nose reli sucky~ It makes me escape my sch again 2day, but i got some1 2 sign my attendance 4 me... Whole afternoon taking my nap, but it makes me worse now, my whole body is in pain! i hafta escape da lion dance practice again, sorry~

Hmmm... 1st day bak faculty oledi informed of few tests which r coming soon~ damn it! making me so sick of having class... jz hope tat it wont crush wid any of my personal schedule... Following days ll b quite busy, wid my visit to Kajang prison as well as Tunas Bakti ( a rehabilitation sch)... Under da Clinical Legal Education (CLE) programme, we gonna visit them frequently, educate them in their legal rights... quite challenging... so gotta work extra hard again in da preparation~

Frens! help me swear da thief!!! May da thunder strike those who steal my thing! I lost my cup 2day! Da store room reli unreliable, security system reli low!!!~ I cant believe tat i can lost so many things~ i think there ll more to lost soon... i realise of my lost cup when i wuz about 2 make a hot coffee tis evening... but i ended up shouting here n there...~ (my 3-words-poem)...

Orientation... 1st day huh... how's every1 doin? well? Jz keep up da hard work lor... Definitely there'll b many problems 2 face, jz depend on how u look at it... U ll find da satisfaction on every self-settled-problem... Trust me, u reli ll...~ K, bro... as i told u, i cant do anything much but jz da few words 2show my k n support~

Love, henzzZ...

Double kills

Wad's tat mean? Double kills? Hmmm... i ate macDonald twice 2day!!!! Kinda "siao" joR... coz tat's da cheapest food tat i afford to eat in LCC Terminal~ i have been sitting in LCCT waiting 4 da arrival of my new room mate... IGGY... hmmm for a few hours... i ended up sleeping there... due 2 lack of sleep da nite b4 (countdown)... i m so sleepy throughout da whole day... ... ...



Everything wuznt tat smooth actually, out of my expectation... haiz... quite surprised n of coz tq 4 those who came 2 send me off... johnny, chong n ah ter... quite touch seeing them... waving goodbye isnt tat great actually, wad's on ur face is not wad in ur heart... da smile on my face again... quite heavy hearted.. at last, i stepped in da departure hall... unexpected... i found more than 5 chung hua x-srudents... even my old x-classmate... huh... spending time 2 chit chat a bit wid them...



only reached my "dear" hostel nearly 6, n i wuz kinda rush... i hafta unpack my luggage, n went 2 da storge 2 find my stuff... reli messy... again, out of my expectation, i lost my shampoo n toothpaste!!! damn... but luckily i still able 2 allocate my Dove body wash...~ next, my room's conditions r too shit! i cant even lock my locker... so i hafta use my fren's 1... i got no much time 2 clean it up, as i have 2 attend da lion dance training...



Man, kinda blur blur jor wid those too tradition lion dance! even da drum beats r too far from wad i've heard b4... luckily i gt mei chyi 2 accompany me... kinda pressed wid stress... they r putting high expectation on us, yet i cant even understand all those chinese terms tat they used... n there r more training to come!!! can i manage it n cope it well wid my academic stuff...?



Dear bro, there's oways a solution 4 every problem... think a way out to solve it. Tat's how u grown up... Love, henZzz

Bye 2007, bye Mirians, bye Jaiseng~

Huh... Quite heavy yea 4 me 2 say goodbye... tat's not da word tat i reli like 2 say, not even like to feel it actually~ Hmmm... basically, this trip back 2miri wuz filled wid 2 much unexpected experiences... n of coz memoriable memories (sweet, sour, bitter, spicy)... all these turned to b da factors tat make me don feel like goin bak...

Erm... supposedly, i shud b enjoying my sem break wid my own lifestyle... but tat's not wad happen afterall... i ended up, spending most of my holiday preparing my dad's court case wid our counsel... cant reli believe tis, paying da counsel, yet i nit to help in da preparation~ No choice, da amount tat da stupid plaintiff claims is reli too big! i have to help out, or else, i ll b ended up eating west east wind (xi pei fung)... but kinda impressed of myself, i did help out A LOT!!! ^^

As a "tradition", my dear boy sing yuang wuz here wid me again tis holiday... It wuz a long time ago since i last met him, which wuz end of 2006... grown up boy! spending most of my early sem break wid him, visiting each single fren tat he wan2... sharing is good, we did share our happenings throughout da whole year... My life in UM, his life in Rosli Dhobi... hehe.... but, long holiday turned out 2 b a fast passing event, he went back 2 sibu after a-month-stay wid me...

Hmmm... my last few days in Miri is coloured by jai seng, who spent his golden time wid me... I think it's 1 of da main factors, y i feel so heavy heart now! honestly, he's da 1 tat i can trust wid my fully heart... from his sincerity towards frens, i noe tat i won misjudged him... Reliable n trustworthy, i noe tat he'll b able to b a good quartermaster... support u~

30 ++ hours more~ i m off soon... jz a blink of eyes, 36 days r coming to its end... few more days later, all of us ll get back 2our position again, as a student, who nit 2 face a lot of difficulty especially when we nit 2 arrange our time to cape wid academic as well as co-cur activities... Guys, put it as a challenge which all of us nit to face in order to grow up, grow to b a fully matured human being... Don take it as a pressure, which most definitely ll ruin all ur life~ even ur future... Take a deep breathe n calm ur mind down b4 thinking n planning... There's nothing in tis world tat is impossible to b settled~

All da Best 2 u guys, especially those who-you-understand-who-you-are...
Love, henzzZ

Looking forward...

2007... coming to its end... n i m not even noe wad i had done throughout da yr... i lost my goal, n i lost my path as well... yea, i have entered my law sch, n i passed my exam... but i still feel tat i din noe well bout my future... these few days, i m kinda stress up wid my own things (i.e. family problems)... i m out of way to settle them... luckily there r more outside activities 4 me to do, jz to let go my stress inside me...

I dunno, n i cant find any1 to release n share my darkness! i m no more da henry tat i reli noe... Da smile on my face, izzit reli comes from my heart? huh... i m reli tired of it, enuff of pretending, making me hating myself more n more...

soon, i m gonna bak to my uni's life... how's it gonna b tis time? Da same as it wuz? huh... There r many things tat i cant even let go here... frens, rc, family, life... tat r wad oways in mind when i m away from them... but, m i in theirs too? sumtimes, i m kinda feel tat i m a bit stupid! my sacrification for them r not as worthy as i tot... I don hope to b treated da same as how i treat them, but jz at least they appreciate wad i have done... huh... i m not doin things 4 myself, m i?

New chrc board wuz out few days ago after a-whole-day-long consideration... do hope tat we din do da wrong decision~ we trust on them! do bring the unit towards a brighter future! it's 4 da next generation...