Sexual Health

I can't really believe myself when I was sitting for my first Sexual Health class earlier on. It is something which is far more different than the Reproductive Class which I have attended in my Secondary school. Reason I chose to take this course in this semester is I have NO CHOICE! All the other classes are crashed with my original schedule. Want it or not, I have to take it! Frankly speaking, it is not that bad actually. Can you imagine that I wasn't speaking much throughout the whole class tough the whole topic today was so hot! Maybe it was due to my sickness that I was not in the good mood to make myself high enough for this class. Another possible reason is, maybe I felt awkward! AWKWARD? This word doesn't really suit me anyway.

In this very first class, we were exposed to the variety of sexual intercourses that exist in our society. Of course there are below 18 years Readers here, so I would not be talking much about sex topic here. But if you realy need some personal talks on sexuality, I am ready for it. Think positive, we are adults!

yellowhen

Merry Christmas

To those who are celebrating Christmas, I sincerely wish all you, A Merriest Christmas and wish this meaningful day in the Calendar will bring you the joyous moment in your life this year! All the BEST WISHES and hope you enjoy yourself!

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yellowhen

Decision

Admitedly, decisions are something that are hard to be made. Many things have to be considered during the decision making process. One of them will be the consequences from the decision. It is something that is quite hard to predict, indeed. No comments are needed once the decision is made, but bear in mind, if you are the decision maker, be ready to bear the responsibility that occurs due to it.

yellowhen

I listen to what you say

As the American philosopher Ralph Waldo Emerson had once said:

"Without action, thought can never ripen into truth."

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I personally agreed with this statement, and I implemented it into my daily life - especially when it comes to love. I am really happy for a message which I received few days ago. Though it was only once throughout these few days, the words from the message are still lucidly flashed through my mind, every night before I sleep. How sweet it is to hear someone telling you, "I Love You". This reflected what Mr Emerson had said, when thought of love is not being put into action, no one will know what's in your mind.

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yellowhen

Greeting to all of you!

Best Wishes from me to everyone!
Happy Winter Solstice!
Wishing all of you a happy year and blessed with happiness and blissfulness!
May this year be a fruitful year to everyone and wish that next year a better year!

Tonnes of love,
yellowhen

Unanswered

Far far away, what do you feel? Aura that only exists in the game world of the young people? Do you really feel my existence from the distance? Exactly I have dissolved just like that, blowing away together with the golden dust of one of my favourite beaches by the windy wind. Anyone realised? No, not even one. Everything seems to be beyond my expectation, or am I just expecting too much? Might be a yes. Consciously, I have been able to control myself well. There have been tonnes of things that remain unanswered. I can do nothing. I am helpless. Rather than creating an annoyance to the other, I prefer to think an answer for each question. I might feel better in that way. Better than receiving a reply which is cold which might freeze my warm-blooded heart, subsequently kills me. Caring has turned, has turned into annoyance. I no longer dare to express any of my care...

yellowhen

Yes, I am Back!

A few days have passed, and I started to be able to live in a-Philippines-free lifestyle now. Instead of having a bunch of friends with me everyday, I am living totally alone now. Facing the 4 walls in my room, life seems to be quite dull and bored. Is time to stay cool and calm and be ready for another new semester to come. Tonnes of academic stuff ahead, which I really hate to face!

Next week going to be another happening week. I will be away, totally away from KL city for the entire week. Ok, first I will go to Genting with cousins and this will occupy my Monday and Tuesday. Subsequently, I will be leaving for Kedah for the exchange meet and by the end of the week, I will be in Pulau Pinang before returning again to KL. I think that will be pretty enough for this semester break. Physically, yes, I am tired. Mentally, YES, I am tired too. Time to be strong again to live to the fullest.

Lion Dance Troupe, going to be another responsibility which will load me. But once I took it, I have never thought of giving up. Lots for me to learn and more for me to contribute. I promised and I will do it. Ampang Competition - Strive for the BEST! We are no longer out there to gain experience, we are out to show our ability!

yellowhen

Philippines, Here I COME

Just landed in KL for a few days, and now I am flying to Philippines for a conference under the Clinical Legal Education Program. It is going to be a 7-day-trip, and I hope I am bringing enough currency. Never been there before, just hope that I will be able to enjoy myself much there. Laptop will be flying with me (as it will be used for the presentation during the conference), but I just don't think that there will be any assess to internet there. Hope for the best, and pray for my safety and health! Take care!

WAKE UP!!!

Henry! What are you doing here?! Your have less than 24 hours to complete your assignment, and now you are still here with your blog?!

Let's countdown

Is like a terrific thing to me. I can no longer imagine how time flies. Is too fast that I can hold no single moment at all. Some sweet memories have faded and some have completely out of my mind. I miss those moments, moments that I really smiled and laughed from my heart. I am really tired, tired of trying to catch up with every moment, tired of trying to search for happiness that stays out of me, tired of chasing something that is hardly mine, tired of soaring high but with not landing pad. No matter how tired it is, after a break, everything will have to go on. Globe has never stopped for a single second for anyone, it keeps turning and turning, spinning and spinning, every 4 minutes 1 degree. Past will forever be the past, thus, I have tried hard to really appreciate every encounter that touches my life. Am I doing perfectly or merely a saying only? I have no idea.

henzzZ

What am I counting down after all? The moment I came out from the Rain Forest the other day, to my horror, I left less than 2 weeks time to stay in my warm and beloved hometown and very soon I will have to go back to a place which is still a stranger to me. Am I useless? I mean I have been there for more than a year yet I still defined it as a stranger to me. I do not know. Another question which remains unanswered. Let it be. So, besides struggling with my Criminal Law Assignment, I will try my utmost best to slot in all possible activities to ensure that I have fully utilized my leftover break days in this semester. Next semester will definitely be a hard time to me - too pack and of course too tough - as a second year law student. All the BEST to myself, and others as well. Is time again, to fight for the Victory!

Love,

yellowhen

I'm Back

Tiring but happy, I am out from the RAIN FOREST! Have been quite enjoying despite of the hot weather there. Not really doing much throughout the camp besides sleeping, eating n chit chatting with Jacky. Time flies and I am back to the city! Another 2 more weeks, I will definitely fully utilize it!

Changes in Circumstances - Family Law

Ok! Birthday wishes have come to the end AND now, wish me Good Luck for my Family Law Exam tomorrow!!!

Happy Birthday!

Want to be the first one to wish myself! Henry, a.k.a yellowhen:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Sweet 21st Bird Day!!!

SurpriseS

It was a great surprise for me. Study week has just begun and my friends, juniors and seniors have dated me out tonight, telling me that it was a buddy meet before exam starts. Without any doubt, I threw myself into that outing and to my surprise, it turned to be something else. They were actually celebrating my birthday in advance for me!

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You will feel shock when you know how they planned it for me. First, I was fetched and being brought to One Utama (a big shopping complex in Malaysia). At that moment I was still thinking that it was just an ordinary outing. I was not informed that there were more people there waiting for me. This was my first surprise. Next, they brought me to a Rock Climbing Park (which I will show you the pictures when they send them to me). My Birthday Card was up there on the wall. I have to sign for some sort of Disclaimer before starting my journey not to the west but to the top. After a short brief by the coach, the next second I was climbing on the wall to reach for my Card. My first experience of wall climbing, I felt nervous of my safety. At last, I manage to make it. I grabbed my card and slided down. And this was my second surprise.
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Next the card consisted of birthday wishes and a clue. The clue will lead me to my present. I was not allowed to read the clue until we finished our meal. Yea, I have a great meal in a Italiannies Restaurant! Ok, now I will show you what we have eaten!

This is the place where we have my 21st Birthday celebrated in advance!

This is the starter, breads which have to be dunked with the sauce below.

This is the olive oil mixed with vinegar. It smells nice!

This is the drink that I have ordered. It is known as the Yellow Birdie!

I have forgotten its real name, but eventually it is fried squid!

Beef Spaghetti

Chicken Cheese Spaghetti

The GUYS!

A slice of my favourite CheeseCake!

The main character, PIZZA!

It was a great dinner and I really enjoyed it so much. Really have to thank my friends for that great treat! After dinner, it was the time to search for my present! The clue was:

"One of the things that you cannot bring into the exam hall"

And with this clue I have to search for my present in the whole shopping complex and can you imagine that it is the biggest shopping complex in Malaysia. I am clever enough, I knew it must be something related to books or maybe stationery! So I walked all the way to the bookstore. I asked for clue, and they told me it was in one of the pencil cases! Kill me, there are like thousands of pencil cases! How could I find it!? No choice, I really have to look one by one! They gave me another clue, which is the pencil case with the design that I would never buy! Crap! Within 30 minutes time, I found it and it was a KEY!!!

Guess what, with that key, I have to find the locker in the shopping complex which happened to be more than hundred. With the number labelled on the key, I spent like another 30 minutes for the locker and at last I really hunted my present! Is a PADINI 100% Silk Black Tie! I love it, really! Tiring but very enjoying!!! More surprises throughout the night...

Best Regards,
yellowhen

Sharing

Here is a sharing of how these well-known people and philosophers define LOVE...

Acknowledgement

This is an excerpt from Cosmic of Soka Gakkai Malaysia, February 2008 issue.

Happiness

Happiness is a matter of the heart. Seek happiness from within and not from another person. The road to happiness is like a journey. You can choose which route you want to take.

Characteristic

My sister sent me this through e-mail with the title "Which Baby Are You?". It categorizes the characteristics as accordance to the month of birth. This is what it says about me...

Trustworthy and loyal.
Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times.
Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own.
Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart.
Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
henzzZ
How true they were? I am not so sure. Just a mere guideline maybe.

Something that we know, but we just can't understand

If you keep on letting yourself to be controlled by your own feeling instead of your own will, you are heading towards self-destruction. Be the master of your mind, rather than letting it to control over yourself. Many people have been doing this. Ignorance of this, their emotion has led them towards an evil path. Always remember to grab yourself tight, let yourself be the master of your mind. Love supposes to be something which is noble and beautiful, but when it is rotten, it will be too late to revive it. Love is poison when it controls your mind. Beware of ruining yourself. Love yourself as you are too invaluable.

-Something that I have discovered through a conversation with a psychology student-

Make sense?

If he is the worst leader, then you are the worst follower... Yes, you did help him, but you have waived every good deed by doing such a bad thing at his back. Support him with what a human should do, wake up from your demon world!

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Kindly Reminder From,

A citizen in Malaysia

yellowhen

Rest in PEACE

It showed me a sad look yesterday, and I knew that its time was coming. It did wave me goodbye in its language that I would never understand in my life. I saw its weak movement, passive complexion. This kind of situation has reminded me of A.Samad Said, in his poem The Dead Crow. I have no idea of why it left me, what I wish now is that it can rest well in its world. It is not a long time, but you leave me with sweet memories...

Forever in our hearts,

The Late Fishy

A person who will always remember you,

yellowhen

Noisy!

Literally speaking, life's sucks! Basically, it is due to the stress that has been accumulate since July. More often than not, I have to admit this, second year in Law School is really tough. But at least my Clinical Legal Education course is over. Over? I just feel like it is just the beginning of it. Ok, put it aside. Maybe it is due to so much work and tense that have created a so-called "sensitive Henry". Recently, I have been to sensitive to things that happen around me and I have been really particular in certain matters. I have indeed created much uneasy to friends closely related to me, be it physically or heartily.

Rumours have been spread all around. Complaining and backstabbing others are the evil jobs that devils cannot resist themselves from doing so. Not really like to use the word "devils" to describe them, but after all, it is only devil who will do such a thing. What makes a devil lousy devil? Funny? I think it is when such devil trying not to admit what "she" has done. Hard to understand? I am not using Law Language neither Layman Language. I am describing it from the view point of heavenly-earthy-hell Language. New developed Language in my Dictionary(definitely not Oxford nor Cambridge), Teo-Dictionary. Yes, I am far away, across the South China Sea, separated from most of my beloved persons. Unfortunately, things will still flow into my ears. I get know of every miny tiny matter.

Juniors are facing problems, which to me is a good thing. Hey man, you would think whether I am CRAZY for saying that it is good for them to be in difficulties. After all, it is those difficulties that make them grow. In the end of the day, those who are facing with problems will be able to be stronger and think maturely, and those who created so much chaos and problems at other people's back will remain failure as what they are now. These are the things that I have been observing for so far. Juniors, be strong to face the reality of difficulties and hardships in front of you. After crossing over this wall, you will see your dreams just ahead of you. Wall will remain there to continue obstructing other people. Just be united and hold each other together. If there are people who question your ability, need not let such thing to bother you. You should just ignore it. Those are not in your position will not understand what you are doing. They just see things too superficial, only the surface that they can see. But you are different, you really take up the responsibility and experience it. Who are them to question you? If that they are so great, they should be the one who sit on the crown, not talking rubbish around. Be a good follower before you can be a leader. Jacky, you are not a leader, but you are a GREAT LEADER!

HenzzZ

Bruce Lasky

Thanks a zillion to Bruce, for educating us on Clinical Legal Education. A special course that has transformed us into another person. A course that teaches us how to teach others how to fish!

Bruce, a smart lecturer! Farewell and hope to see you again!

Best Regards, yellowhen

I love you

Yes! After 8 years plus and now she is married. No longer available in the status of law. I was there throughout the whole ceremony. Each moment. In fact, we started off by hanging the red clothes across the door frame, early in the morning, by 6am. Lots have contributed in this wedding, including her friends, family members, relatives and colleagues. Indeed, I found out to be a successful one.

4 days, shall I consider it as long? Short? It depends. After all, quality is the matter. Ok, what is that 4 days about? I have gone back to hometown, for her wedding. And I only could stay for 4 days, as there was no holiday throughout that time. Frankly speaking, I have spent lesser time with friends this trip back. No choice, it is my duty as family member to supervise everything, from the preparation until the night of the wedding dinner itself. I just feel that cooperation is so important, and that's what make the whole day a smooth day.

All the sweet moments will be kept deep inside my heart, sealed for forever. She is my only sister, the one that I love so much. The one that loves me more than anyone. The one that cares me days and nights. I have hurted her, but she had never given up on me. She holds me tight, leading me, guiding me all this while. She scolded me, hit me, slapped me, all for the good sake of me. Every prayer, I will definitely pray for her happiness. Sis, I love you...

Love,
yellowhen

Undergraduate Life

What's your opinion of how an undergraduate life should be? 24 hours 7 days self-prisoned in your study room? Some more when you are a law student, having yourself in the library reading cases most of the time? I'm worm, but not a bookworm.

Fortunately, I've friends and seniors around me who can never be considered as NERDS! We did enjoy our life as undergraduates. Few hours ago, I was just having my first time dinner in a Korean Restaurant with my beloved buddies. I like it, yes, sincerely!

22/08/08

Despite my pack schedule, I was able to take a short break to enjoy a movie this afternoon. I watched Wall-E. Straight to the point, it is a nice show and I did enjoy it. With my student card, I was entitled a ticket of RM 7. Today's cinema was quite full and you can imagine how loud was the laughter! I will recommend everyone to watch if you have the time. Enjoy!

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Coming up week, I will be stucked in my life. I have to clear all my tasks before I can fly back to my hometown for my beloved sister's wedding dinner! Ok, in the point view of law, she has married! But, in the view of Chinese Custom, it will have to wait until they solemnize it through the ritual. Ok Henry, STOP YOUR LEGAL LECTURE TALK HERE!!!

Happy 080808!!!

Once in your life time! Happy 080808 friends! And may this historical day be a happy starting to everyone. At the same time, let us put our hearts together and realise the dream of Olympic! All the Best and enjoy the peak of Olympic opening today!

Cleaning up the rust

A month of hectic life, I am kind of getting crazy and at the same time enjoying my life now. Late in the middle of night, I was being waken up by housemate and what I could here from my bed was that I've not done my housework(sweeping and mopping). It might be my hallucination, maybe.

Yes, a month has passed since I left Miri. I couldn't feel that fast pace. That's life to me now. Life goes on, it won't stop in order for you to take a breath, no, it doesn't. I've to admit that, from time to time, I am really struggling hard with a lot of things, which include studies, friendships, inner factors, surroundings, lifestyle as well as house matters. I've been trying hard then to be strong enough to face all the obstacles, hardships and difficulties that I've encountered. Needless to say, there are time when I really feel like giving up and take a good rest without taking into account the consequences. But, I've failed to do so. At the end, I didn't let go my life but continue to face it with courage.

A new semester will definitely be a hard time to me. It is like resetting the master reset in your mobile phone and then you have to restore back everything. I found out that most of the courses that I've registered for this semester are tougher than what I've expected. Again, I now facing it with a positive manner. Basically, I've signed up Criminal Law, Administrative Law, Constitutional Law, Family Law, Land Law, Clinical Legal Education and Insurance Law. Killing papers.

I've gone back to the prison again last saturday. Is like another sad trip as before. I've met with this Danny(which is not his real name). An juvenile inmate that has been serving a period of imprisonment. He has been found guilty under cupable homicide and under Penal Code he has to be imprisoned for a period of 10 to 20 years. Here the Penal Code says:

"Whosoever causes death by doing an act with the intention or casuing death, or with the intention of causing such bodily injury as is likely to cause death, or with the knowledge that he is likely by such act to cause death, commits the offence of cupable homicide"

He has been sentenced under that section 299. He comes from a break down family, and from what I've heard, he killed his stepfather. Trust me, is you have seen him, you will never think of getting away from him. He's such a nice looking guy, educated and good manner. Educated? Yes, he's currently doing his diploma program while serving in prison. Furthermore, he speaks better English than most of us even tough he's a Chinese. He never gives up his life though he's in the prison. Unlikely to say, now the Deputy Public Prosecutor has appealed to the higher court to charge him under murder. Murder is another act which is more serious than homcide under the law. And the punishment for murder under section 302 will be death and for juvenile more often than not, it will be whole life imprisonment. I just can't think of what will happen if DPP really success in their appeal against him.

I can just make a simple conclusion in my facing life. Take it with courage and ready to face any consuquences that might appear at all time.

A new leaf

Honestly, I've been quite dried up recently, dried up without any idea of what I should be posting. Is another term now, which I can definitely define it as HELL. I never ever imagine that studying law can be so loaded. But I still confident with myself, I know I'll be able to get through it. 1st year has passed, and that's the end of being a junior in faculty of law. Now, we, the 2nd year are being labelled as seniors, and it is our turn to take good care of those juniors which just enter the world of legal. As compare to our batch, I can see more nerds this year, prisoning themselves in the faculty library most of the time. Is that the life of being an undergraduate? Funny, but worth thinking. I still remember the time when I 1st entered the tutorial class without any preparation at all. But now, juniors are running here and there in the library, searching for answers, seeking help from seniors, discussing between batch mates. Oh please, what's tutorial for if you've discussed with everyone before you really get into tutorial? Nevermind, I think soon, they will get used to it.

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As for myself, I've just moved in into a new house this semester, having new housemates and of course having a new room mate. No worries, I am happy in my new place. At least i feel like being at a home rather than a hostel. I can without hestitation, telling others that, "I'm at HOME." A few days ago, I've fallen sick. From my deep heart, I really want to convey my deepest gratitude to my housemates who really care of me, sending me to the clinic, cooking meal for me, asking whether I've taken my medication or not. I feel so touched. Thanks a lot.

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Life, still has to go on with. I'll try my very best not only to colour my life but others as well. As for me, others' happiness is mine too. Tough semester, but with the friendship and buddyship, I definitely know that I can do it. Let us put our heart together to achieve our goals, our dreams. Best of luck!

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It sounds like a story telling this time, as I really out of idea to convey myself. As you know, I don't like to be the same all the time.

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Love, henzzZ

Miri, Bye bye

Once again, the time has arrived. And it is the time again to bid goodbye to everything that I've encountered throughout these 55 days in Miri. How should i describe my feeling now? Empty, I don't really want to think about it.

Love, henzzZ

A little review

I'm facing the circle of my life as an undergraduate again. 1 n a half month, shall I consider it as a long term holiday? How did I really spent the holiday? As far as I can remember, everything was just like yesterday. I don't really want to think about it, the feeling of going back will be such an awful one. Too fearful to think about it, I can just hallucinate myself with the excitement of a big city. Frankly, I prefer a simple life better, rather than the hectic one.

How did I really spend the holiday? I was assigned as a temporary teacher in my alma mater as soon as the very first week after my return from KL. I was not really sure whether I enjoyed taking up this task. My main purpose is to help in contributing whatever I can to the school. To be honest, salary is not a matter to me. Soon, I discovered the enjoyment of meeting more people, especially my juniors and other teaching staff. Indeed, this will be the holiday that I spent most of my time with juniors and friends.

Holiday Revision Class will definitely be a sweet memory to me. I did my very best to help those poor-in-studies-students. Days and nights, I spent my time extracting out the important points of the subjects to be taught to them. Some seemed to be quite appreciating our hard work, and of course there were those who not even want to help themselves. I took this as a voluntary work rather than a paid one. The most important, I really feel that it was paid off with good friendship that I have gained throughout the sessions.

Besides my so-called teacher's life, I somehow getting a better relationship with people around me, and to be more specific, my juniors whom are more likely to be known as my little bothers. I opened my ears to listen deep into their hearts, I opened my mouth to voice out what I felt without any hidden thought. To me, it is all about sincerity, appreciation and trust. There were times when I felt that I was useless for being not helpful enough no matter how hard i tried. But this never broke my heart to keep going on to care each of them. My only aim, is that they can grow up in a healthy environment and be a respected person in the society in days to come.

Last but not least, happiness is not a chance but a choice. You choose to be or not, you need not wait for it like a chance. Is only a point of view, view it from different perspectives, and you will find the positive way. Stay happy as life is only once, there are nothing that can't be bring down!

Love, henzzZ

Happy Birthday Di!!!

Another year has passed, and once again, it was Jason's birthday. This year celebration was slightly different from last year, especially its venue*. As promised, I have accompanied him on his birthday. I just hope it will be another happy day for him.

Well, that's the lamb chop that Jason requested for. Lamb chop decreased fat, that's what he told me. How true it is? ^^

Yea, that's my boy! Seeing him growing up, becoming more and more mature, either his appearance or thinking.

Ok, just another piece of cake just for my little brother. Hope he will like the cake.

Well, that's not the only event that we have gone through that day. Example, I have my first-ever-hightea at Jason's house. It will remain as a sweet memory which will vivid in my heart for my whole life. I did enjoy myself, so I hope Jason too.

Here comes, a special song, especially dedicated to my "BIG BABY"... Enjoy it!

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Jason,

Happy Birthday to you...

*Venue will be kept confidential for personal privacy and safety.

Love, yellowhenzzZ

The darker side

Yes, it's only da bright side tat every1 like 2c... but, no 1 can hide da truth tat dark side does exist. Quite hard 2pretend tat u r happy when u r not. Wad m i reli demanding for? Is a question remains unanswered. A week has passed, jz like da wind tat blew over my face, u may say wind is nothing, but it is something in fact. So, i might i feel nothing, but in fact there were some happenings... I neglected those happenings, i din even bother bout it. I m getting more emotional n sensitive lately despite my hardwork of trying to control it. My complexion is reflecting it? i dunno... once again, it's all about hypocrite... It's jz like a play, a play of Phantom Opera, da 1 behind da mask... da play tat he played, n da real life tat he ruled...

I'm no longer on da stage... I'm stepping down from it, i m facing it, n i hope thr wont b any more chance 4 me to step up da stage again... The play has ended...

Blank

I'm back to my dear home town, yet i don feel da excitement! i dunno y, i m down 4 no reason...

I kept my own promise!

Yo man! I kept my own promise, n yes, i did go back to KENKO, the FISH SPA!!! Man, it's reli worth trying... Hmmm... da process of being kinda bite by da fish wuz reli fun! Honestly, i don feel da after-effect (which da promoters told us tat da fish ll eat ur dead skin leaving u wid new, soft skin), but i enjoyed da excitement being mmmm mmmm by those fishies!!!

At 1st, it wuz only tiny fish...

And then, big fish!!!

SERIOUS REMINDER : To any1 who wanna go n try, MAKE SURE u invite me go k... I reli wanna go to experience it again...

Btw, tis post is especially dedicated 2 Kurt... haha... hope u enjoy it!

Reviewing myself, as 1 of RC members...

Hmmm.... Flashing back, n it wuz 1997 when i wuz in Standard 4, I joined an international organisation, well-recognised by da world, The Malaysian Red Crescent Society(now, known as Malaysian Red Crescent). Nothing much crossed my mind when i 1st joined tis organisation, jz as simple as, both my bro n sis r its members. I joined, not as a very active member, as my sch din promote it like other chinese-aid primary schools... I learned some basic 1st aid skills from my sis, shud i say, da most basic ones...

Time past, n i wuz in f1. I joined my 1st-ever-RC-competition, formerly known as "6-ren-chao", jz as a member, not leader. As a newbie, i found out tat thr r lots 4 me 2 learn, not only 1st aid skills or marching, but organising, managing n leadership. F1 wuz my starting point, n i knew thr r far more things 4 me 2 discover all da way up... I learned all da way, n my focus wuz on learning how 2 socialize wid others. Tat's da time when i started 2 gather more n more experiences. I din limit myself jz to socialize wid members from my batch or those who r same age wid me. The extension n expansion of my rapport including juniors (until 2day), seniors ( 8 yrs ahead from me), committees of CHAPTER, teachers-in-charge from various schs.

F2 n F3 wuz da years when i wuz back 2 my academic life, n tat is da thing tat i m quite regret. I wasted 2 years, being a low profile member. It wuz f4, when i wuz on my responsibility as a committee member. I knew i'd wasted 2 years time jz 2 achieve straight As' in PMR, which i know i ll still b achieving it even as an active member. F4, indeed, wuz a sweet n most memorable year 4 me. It started when I facilitated a juniors' team (consisting chung liang, chin kang, lung en, geok gee, sin ming n fang hao) in "6 ren chao". Hmmm... Besides facilitating, i've been learning most of da time. For da sake of their learning process, i've been oways keeping myself at da fullest informative. The outcomes r even more than i've expected.

On n on, I've been upgrading myself wid various fields of knowledges n skills. Former training officer (Pn Norashikin) has given me a golden opportunity, n my life as a CFAS (Community First Aid And Safety) Instructor starts. I've been teaching quite a number of different schs in CFAS course, as well as Maktab Perguruan Miri. And of cz as a instructor, i m part of da examiners in Community First Aid exam (or most of time known as Mass Exam).

I've, then, further my studies in SMK Lopeng Tengah, Miri. My membership in RC wuz still valid. I continued 2 contribute in RC, helping juniors in bringing up Lopeng RC. I muz say it wuz quite a tough task, as da sch management wasnt tat supportive in extra-co activities. Nevertheless, wid some hardwork from my batch mates n some juniors, we joined our 1st-timer-flag-sale organised by chapter. We managed 2 collect 3 thousands plus, a few tens to reach 4000 n tat's a great achievement as thr r only 20 plus members participating in da fund raising... tat's when Lopeng unit has converted da negative account in unit fund to few hundreds... B4 tis, unit fund wuz in negative state, n it wuz due to ex-members who joined some camps outside Miri, n chapter has deducted it from da unit fund.

Hmmm... Lately, i've been hearing some unjust n chaos in RC. I wuz a youth member b4, n to me, it wuz reli my precious time in my lifeline as a member of tis international society. Not many of us, i shud say, have reli understood da meaning of our RC. Wad r da components of The Red Cross And Red Crescent Movement? N wad r the 7 fundamental principles tat we, as members, shud hold? Trust me, holding da fundamental principles n oways having tat them in ur mind, it ll make a BIG DIFFERENCE.

Pls bear in mind;

1. Humanity
2. Impartiality
3. Neutrality
4. Independence
5. Voluntary service
6. Unity
7. Universality

Deep inside my heart, i've been praying hard 2 c da UNITY n HUMANITY in my juniors. Huh... I'm not a big dreamer, n thus i din aim 2 c any1 who can hold all up to all da 7 principles, but da most basic in behaviours as a member, b humanity n unity. Tat's how to make a youth unit (n even VAD) goes on... Think of da best way 2 contribute 2 da society n community. Tat's wad RC is all about, but not taking it as granted, wishing u can get any advantages from it. RC is not about position n power, is about sharing n caring. Unity, is not about unite wid ur frens n shooting n backstabbing those u don like. Independence, is not about staying alone from others. Neutrality is about not having a prejudice n bias view on others!!!

Holy!

Hmmm... Jz finished my 3rd paper, n there r 3 more to go! I dunno how i gonna survive through tis, jz hope 2 finish asap! Have been preparing 4 2day's contracts' exam... This wuz da beginning, when everything wuz still on track...

Then, more n more things mixed 2gether...

N lastly, these r those piles of books, cases, statutes n notes tat i've been using, jz 2 prepare 4 a contracts law paper!!!

Gosh, 3 more law papers 2 go!!! Gonna burn mid-nite oil again!!! Tiring, i jz nit a short break, for me 2 inhale jz a puff of air... Too packed...

I ll b back! Jz wait 4 me!

Hmmm... I was walking wid 1 of my frens in Midvalley last week when i wuz attracted by a huge aquarium in 1 of da lots... It's tis KENKO - Reflexology & Fish Spa, jz opened n on business in Mv... I paid a visit (as i wuz invited) into da shop, n i promised 2myself - i'll definitely b back here to enjoy after my EXAM!


The Fish Spa, costs around RM38 (if i m not mistaken), for 30 mins... Tiny fish ll eat away ur dead skin, leaving u ur new-purified-skin Make sure u r free from any skin disease, i don think the owner likes to c his fish turning over, floating on da top of da waterline... (get wad i mean?)

Exam!

Yo! Exam's coming again... Reli don understand y, y muz there b exam b4 holiday?! Cant da ministry n universities give us (undergraduates) holiday without any exam b4 it...? Spoiling my days! Haiz... with the "semangat berkobar-kobar untuk balik rumah", how 2 study wor?

For UM law students, 2nd semester ll b a tough 1... We're facing 2 semester syllabus at once, which means i hafta revise back wad i've studied last semester... huh... troublesome yea... Cant reli focus now, too much things tat nit my consideration, n tis caused me spending lesser time in my studies yea... Hmmm... contracts law, tort laws, legal system, Islamic law... huh... entrepreneurship some more... huh... lame yea... Reli wonder how those lawyers faced all these...

No matter wad, i noe i can surpass all these, simply of da reason tat i'm HENRY again!!! A person tat nvr give up in his life, chasing his dream as a man wid legal knowledge (not necessary a lawyer).... I've been struggle hard all these while to reach n secure a place in law sch, n thus, no more losing or giving up in tis stage of life yea! 2011, i ll make it a successful year for ME, as well as da PRIDE for my family n frens!

Recommended!

Hey guys, if you are a lion dance freak, come n view da following website:

http://www.umliondance.com

It's Lion Dance Troupe, University of Malaya... Quite informative n knowledgeable... Keep urself update wid da development of lion dance world!

I'm back, Troupe!

Hmmm... Indeed it was da last training for this academic semester tat i went back... It's actually my fully responsibility to take care of da troupe (Lion Dance Troupe, University of Malaya)... I've been in n out all this while, as i m reli packed wid my personal life stuff, as well as faculty's... Sometimes, I'll feel like I m a sucker in giving commitment! Guiltily, i feel tat I've disappointed da seniors as well as da committee itself... Somehow, they never give up on me, from time to time tolerating with my schedule, waiting for my existence, participating at least once in hundreds of their practices...

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I've learnt quite a lot from da troupe, from da very 1st day i entered until now... Besides da skills n knowledge of lion dancing, da most valuable thing tat i get from it is da "family ship" in the troupe... When i m there, da sense of belonging ll definitely impose deep inside my heart... Somehow, it happens tat, da troupe has instilled da awareness of da importance of such "family ship" in me... N yes, i feel da duty to take good care every single 1 of them...

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From time to time, i might b physically inexistence, but trust me, permanently, I m spiritually in da committee... It might b on my fault, but my schedule is reli packed, varied from time to time... YES, I AM BACK!

It's Bitter again...

Hmmmm... Yup, it's tis feeling of bitter again, desperate of getting home... I dunno y, i tot i've managed well... It jz somehow pop out again... Not tat bad until homesick, jz kinda sick of da life here... haiz... Mayb, jz mayb, exam is coming n everything is still in a mess! Can't reli find da spare time 4 me 2 settle down... Struggling... struggling... struggling...

Still... I m da Henry tat i noe, n i noe i can go through these. Is jz a matter of time yea~ Life getting tougher each day, in my academic field, friendship, lifestyle as well... Moving out from hostel soon, n tat'll b another start of independence life... Freedom? Nope, restricted! There ll b less freedom in da new house tat i m movin in... Gonna share a room wid some1 else, n i reli dunno wad world ll it b... still a question mark... Again, tolerate...

My Exam Timetable...

It has come to the end of my 1st year soon...

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Study week will be coming soon, n after that it'll b my exam...

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Quite worried actually, not being well-prepared, and at da same time din even paid enough attention throughout these 2 semesters... but then, I still believe tat God ll b by my side (hopefully)...

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Last paper ll b on the 8th May, exactly the World Red Cross Day... Then, very soon, i ll b back 2 my hometown again after participating in Lion Dance Troupe Trip (maybe to Pulau Redang, Terengganu or Pulau Phuket, Thailand)... it still depends on whether I m joining it o not actually...

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Hope to see my dear family members, and also my being-remembering-me frens... ^^

hmmm... quite a long time ya since my last met wid jai, jacky, shi wei, jason etc... miss u guys!

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Love, henzzZ

~Cameron Trip~

Dear frens...

As promised, here comes my valuable moments in cameron trip on 14-16/03/08 (3 days 2 nights), attending a workshop on Clinical Legal Education... No pics on the workshop, but Cameron de tour~

The trip was full of happenings, bitter, sweet n sour... n it'll continue 2 vivid in my memory forever...

Ok, let's enjoy then... The captions ll explain each pic above (not bottom) it...

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Barre Centre I.J.

All the participants were staying here throughout the whole workshop

Quite a nice place, no fans, no air-conditioner

The Air is so damn cool (should i say cold?)

Ohya no LIFT as well, n we're staying on the 3rd floor

Up n down everyday...

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YO!!! (baby saying tat?)

Ohya, a little bit of sharing

I love this pic so much

It's jz outside my dormitory

The baby is so cute, man!

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... ok, here comes the BUTTERFLY FARM...

Wow... See the butterflies?
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The worker had just released them from the box... And the butterflies were jz all around, unable to fly at tat moment...
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A little ant saying "Hello" to a caterpillar... hmmm... izzit so? Ant's thinking (yummy!!!)

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hmmm... it's on my hand... sweet hand, i guess...

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another butter+fly... Yellowish!

Here comes a sweet little 1... I reli likes tis 1... miniature!

Next destination... the STRAWBERRY FARM... Hmmm... never dream 2 b so surrounded by strawberries!!!

My fav... Dipped with not chocolate, but HONEY!!!

Yea... The pluck/pick ur own strawberries!!!

SWEETBERRIES!!!

Now, let me present... MY SELF-PLUCKING BERRIES!!!

Man...! Damn creamy...!

Hmmm... cactus cactus cactus everywhr!

Coolman?!

Welcome To Cameron Highland!!!

Again... Cactus

yes...! Again!

Taken by my tutor... hehe...

Yay! The Rose Garden!

Don go, not worth... RM4, jz to see not-tat-many roses!

But, the scenery inside, NOT BAD!

Yay... Is the romantic little gigantic RED ROSE!!!

Un-popular yellow rose... Yellow yellow yellow... reflecting my brain?

Hmmm... fragrance of flowers... deeped me into sweet dream

Yay... pinky!

TOMATOES!!!

The pic tat i like da MOST!

N the last stop... The Bharat Plantations... TEA

Tea plants

The scenery - making me feel like wanna build a little cottage, n stay there forever... Free from all da assignments, tests n exam!

Proudly present, the tea bag... opss... only the paper actually... ^^

Briefly, there r the time... over, n now time 2 concentrate in studies! As if i will...

Love, henzzZ