Friday, April 30, 2010
Legal Aid
A Friday!
Trying hard, but nay, nothing can get into my mind. Is just like trying to fill up a leaking pail with water. I failed, slow progress. Slacking too much that I have no idea what's wrong with me. I have taken too much things into my emotional consideration, and being a bit too sensitive over little thing. I should free myself from all these, all these that can pull me down. The nearer we get to the goal, the more difficulties that will come into being to stop us? Is that the reason? Or the main factor is myself, and that's why people say, the greatest enemy is still myself?
Have not been doing well in every single matter in my life. I have declared defeated even before the start of each struggle. What's wrong again? I have no idea, I have lost the spirit to fight for my self-victory. I no longer care what are their expectations on me. I am being myself. Damn!
2 more papers to go. Just 2 more.
Have not been doing well in every single matter in my life. I have declared defeated even before the start of each struggle. What's wrong again? I have no idea, I have lost the spirit to fight for my self-victory. I no longer care what are their expectations on me. I am being myself. Damn!
2 more papers to go. Just 2 more.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Life is fragile?
Saddening.
I feel sad to hear about this.
Another reminder to myself that life is short, and most of the time unpredictable. Every minute and second from now, I will keep telling myself, not to waste a single millisecond, to fully cherish every moment and every person next to me. And this will be the thing that I can leave for the persons, that have survived after me.
Uncle, don't worry. Have a good rest. You have a nice boy. He will be strong to take care of the family.
I feel sad to hear about this.
Another reminder to myself that life is short, and most of the time unpredictable. Every minute and second from now, I will keep telling myself, not to waste a single millisecond, to fully cherish every moment and every person next to me. And this will be the thing that I can leave for the persons, that have survived after me.
Uncle, don't worry. Have a good rest. You have a nice boy. He will be strong to take care of the family.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Regret?
Huh... Sometimes, when I think about it, I get more and more regret that why I did not hold tighter. I should have not let it go so easily. Regret.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Dreams
"It's perfectly all right for youth to cherish dreams that may seem almost too big. What we can achieve in a single lifetime is always but a fraction of what we would like to achieve. So if you start out with expectations that are too low, you may end up not accomplishing anything at all. Of course, if you make no efforts, your dreams will amount to nothing but sheer fantasy. Effort, hard work, that is the bridge that connects your dreams to reality"
-Daisaku Ikeda-
Monday, April 12, 2010
3rd year!
Yeah, I am here again. Damn, I should be doing my Project Paper, why am I here - as if I am eng eng bo tai ji jor? Never mind, I need a break. So, is time to review my whole third year in the law school. How far have I gone by now?
This has been a great year to me, though there were extreme ups and extreme downs. Both the ups and downs are mostly in the friendship that I have greatly established here with a bunch of great friends. Each single one, I cherished to the last breath of my life. Conflicts do happen, especially when we care each other too much. Nothing to be so worried about.
Studies. This is a great thing to think of. How much have I done? Being an excellent student? Is that my dream? It used to be when I was in my secondary school - particularly in Form 6, a bit kiasu that time. Entering Law School means the first episode of my life has completed, now I am writing my 2nd episode - a very different stories from the previous one. Might get shocked over the drastic changes of life in each stage. Lesser positions but greater responsibility.
If things go smooth, I will proceed to my final year soon. Am I prepared to step into the society? Just feel that I have not learnt enough yet. What are the requirements that I should have? What kind of lawyer is expected? What are the criteria for a good lawyer? I never know. This will come under my next chapter of life. Whatever it is, I will always be with my mentor, fighting for the sake of the happiness of the people, my principle for life!
This has been a great year to me, though there were extreme ups and extreme downs. Both the ups and downs are mostly in the friendship that I have greatly established here with a bunch of great friends. Each single one, I cherished to the last breath of my life. Conflicts do happen, especially when we care each other too much. Nothing to be so worried about.
Studies. This is a great thing to think of. How much have I done? Being an excellent student? Is that my dream? It used to be when I was in my secondary school - particularly in Form 6, a bit kiasu that time. Entering Law School means the first episode of my life has completed, now I am writing my 2nd episode - a very different stories from the previous one. Might get shocked over the drastic changes of life in each stage. Lesser positions but greater responsibility.
If things go smooth, I will proceed to my final year soon. Am I prepared to step into the society? Just feel that I have not learnt enough yet. What are the requirements that I should have? What kind of lawyer is expected? What are the criteria for a good lawyer? I never know. This will come under my next chapter of life. Whatever it is, I will always be with my mentor, fighting for the sake of the happiness of the people, my principle for life!
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