2007... coming to its end... n i m not even noe wad i had done throughout da yr... i lost my goal, n i lost my path as well... yea, i have entered my law sch, n i passed my exam... but i still feel tat i din noe well bout my future... these few days, i m kinda stress up wid my own things (i.e. family problems)... i m out of way to settle them... luckily there r more outside activities 4 me to do, jz to let go my stress inside me...
I dunno, n i cant find any1 to release n share my darkness! i m no more da henry tat i reli noe... Da smile on my face, izzit reli comes from my heart? huh... i m reli tired of it, enuff of pretending, making me hating myself more n more...
soon, i m gonna bak to my uni's life... how's it gonna b tis time? Da same as it wuz? huh... There r many things tat i cant even let go here... frens, rc, family, life... tat r wad oways in mind when i m away from them... but, m i in theirs too? sumtimes, i m kinda feel tat i m a bit stupid! my sacrification for them r not as worthy as i tot... I don hope to b treated da same as how i treat them, but jz at least they appreciate wad i have done... huh... i m not doin things 4 myself, m i?
New chrc board wuz out few days ago after a-whole-day-long consideration... do hope tat we din do da wrong decision~ we trust on them! do bring the unit towards a brighter future! it's 4 da next generation...
5 comments:
duno wat have u facing b4.. nvr guan xin oso..haiz.. i duno wat can i do 4 u tis fren, as ur exp on society more than me oso.. jz will support u.. try my best if can..i owes tot myself onli is facing alot of fan nao.haha, jy n b tough as there r stil lots of ple supporting u
hmmm... it's part of growing, but reli kinda stress up recently... mayb bcoz of da time left 4 me here in miri...
Thanks anyway, 4 being a listener of mine, tat's wad a basic thing i nit, i guess...
wei, u dun seem stressed le?
hahahaha.. i understand la..
never know that you too have your inner dark side. here, i see a different you. a normal human being who also knows how to break down and cry. the henry i knew all these moments is a cheerful guy who always has a big grin on his qian bian face. all da best to you, pal.. especially in this brand new year.
haha... interior n exterior.. tat's da difference!!!
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