A little review

I'm facing the circle of my life as an undergraduate again. 1 n a half month, shall I consider it as a long term holiday? How did I really spent the holiday? As far as I can remember, everything was just like yesterday. I don't really want to think about it, the feeling of going back will be such an awful one. Too fearful to think about it, I can just hallucinate myself with the excitement of a big city. Frankly, I prefer a simple life better, rather than the hectic one.

How did I really spend the holiday? I was assigned as a temporary teacher in my alma mater as soon as the very first week after my return from KL. I was not really sure whether I enjoyed taking up this task. My main purpose is to help in contributing whatever I can to the school. To be honest, salary is not a matter to me. Soon, I discovered the enjoyment of meeting more people, especially my juniors and other teaching staff. Indeed, this will be the holiday that I spent most of my time with juniors and friends.

Holiday Revision Class will definitely be a sweet memory to me. I did my very best to help those poor-in-studies-students. Days and nights, I spent my time extracting out the important points of the subjects to be taught to them. Some seemed to be quite appreciating our hard work, and of course there were those who not even want to help themselves. I took this as a voluntary work rather than a paid one. The most important, I really feel that it was paid off with good friendship that I have gained throughout the sessions.

Besides my so-called teacher's life, I somehow getting a better relationship with people around me, and to be more specific, my juniors whom are more likely to be known as my little bothers. I opened my ears to listen deep into their hearts, I opened my mouth to voice out what I felt without any hidden thought. To me, it is all about sincerity, appreciation and trust. There were times when I felt that I was useless for being not helpful enough no matter how hard i tried. But this never broke my heart to keep going on to care each of them. My only aim, is that they can grow up in a healthy environment and be a respected person in the society in days to come.

Last but not least, happiness is not a chance but a choice. You choose to be or not, you need not wait for it like a chance. Is only a point of view, view it from different perspectives, and you will find the positive way. Stay happy as life is only once, there are nothing that can't be bring down!

Love, henzzZ