Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Phew...

At last... It comes to the end of my packed-life, i can finally take a good break... I wuz jz out from da exam hall an hour ago. Although i din do reli well, at least i can feel phew now... My shoulder out of a sudden, so light... No more burden... Jz feel tat my midnite's oil is not reli worth... I din have enuff sleep yesterday coz i wuz "struggling hard" doin my last minute preparation... but... hmmm... not reli worth as i don think wad i stored into my mind can be used in today's paper... Nvm, tat's wad we called "Welcome to Faculty of Law!!!"
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I wuz back to Sekolah Tunas Bakti, Melaka (STB) again last saturday. This is my 2nd trip back to STB, and the feeling of getting back there is so fun... OK, STB is a rehabilitation sch for problematic gals... They have to undergo certain period of time inside there till the show good behaviour, then they will be released. Hmmm... the rules applied on them are too strict, jz to train them to be in good manner. But some rules are jz quite unreasonable... Hey, they are humans too, jz tat they had committed a small mistake... So, we were there to educate and motivate them, not to let go of themselves... In fact, they are actually strong inside, with strong will and hope tat they ll b released very soon. I started to hate the society tat using another type of view to look at them... Mistake, every1 does! So, don jz assume some1's bad if they did something wrong jz ONCE! Fair? Y shud we critise on others when we r not tat perfect after all...? It wuz a sad farewell... My partners and i were surrounded by them, they were singing farewell song, and tears fell from their cheeks... I forced myself, i held it, my tears stucked inside... luckily... "We are so lucky" - think of this quote...
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These coming few days, i ll try my best to give out the best commitment to the lion dance troupe... Mz make sure i get everything ready b4 departing back to hometown... Hmmm... is an enjoyment, not a stress-activity... Stress is a consequence of thinking problem, if i can mange well my thinking, my life ll b well-organised, thus, free from stress... Think about it...~
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Well, blogging is a way to express wat's inside u (don't judge a book by its cover)... I personally don't think tat blogging is a way to make people pity or sympathy of u, tat's stupid perception... If some1 means to tell u so, ignore him... Tat's not da way... ~Think about it~
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K... gotta get back to my tutorial class now... pls enlighten my thinking wid da questions i posted... (~think~)
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Love, henzzZ

2 comments:

emilio said...

hey u are coming back for new yr? i tot u arent coming back!

dun worry, there are stul ppl like u outside who wont look down on them. compared to those who dun even dare to admit wat they've done wrong, the girls inside are much more mulia n brave.

sometimes, u can reli make urself a good social worker. get wat i mean?

yellowhen said...

yea, i m coming back most probably if i can get the excuse to exempt from classes...

hmmm... agree... they r so brave in admitting wad had they done... good spirit, at least they r willing to change...

hmmm.. social worker? all social workers r good actually... i still don consider myself as 1, i m jz an assistance of social worker... hehe