Thursday, March 6, 2008

Appreciate...

I never thought of being in a situation tat i nit 2 refer to da dictionary to define wad's appreciate reli means... Hmmm... Since i have looked over, according to Cambridge Advanced Learner's Dicitonary (which is used by all da Law students in UM), appreciate is defines as value, to recognize or understand that something is valuable, important or as described. Then, wad will it mean when we apply this word in friendship, relationship etc...? Shud we 1st measure wad's da value and importance of frenship? Will tat b too realistic by doin so? i reli dunno... Problems getting deeper when it comes to maintaining a relationship... Hmmm... Sumtimes tis kind of thinking flash through my mind without reli welcoming it... A question of whether i m reli being appreciated by those i appreciate... Un-answered-able question...? I guess so... Words r ez compare to action... Then which r more sincere, words or action? Don like being trapped in such thinking... hmmm...

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I'm still alive~

Few words r needed no matter how bz i m...
Quite "sim tia" (sakit hati)... spending quite a lot, jz for a law Nite dinner
~Approximately, RM 400 plus~
worth? still a good question 2 reli look into it...
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Quite bz tis cuming weeks
time reli packed
too many replacement classes in a week time
thus, extra time ll b needed 2prepare
assignment n tests cuming too
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but there r always all these fully-packed stuffs
tat make me so full n packed
till i din realise da quickness of da time has passed
n very soon, i m once again, unite wid my family n frens
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quite a lot of happenings recently
but i take it as a challenge n test
quite tired sumtimes, but da fruit tat i gained from it ll b reli worthwhile
jz hope da same applies to my dear frens
not to give up, but continue to fight for urself
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Far away from Miri, but there're still news coming 2 me...
nvr feel tat i m left behind of everything
jz feel tat, each unit has their own business, mind ur own
don try 2 step into others'
tat'll reli make u look worsen in front of juniors from other units
highest ranking in ur unit doesn't mean u r da BIG BOSS in others'
u r not even a member in their units
spend sometimes, read n understand wad're da contains in da handbook
then u ll noe how much u had done wrongfully in da past n so do present
i'll continue protect my juniors, no matter wad
their dynasty, is their n ours, but not urs
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Soli, 4 not being able 2 appear physically to wish my dear fren,
"Happy Birthday"
Wishing him all da BEST
May all ur wishes come true
N may him stay happy n cheerful all da time~
Chong, Happy Birthday!
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Love, henzzZ

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year! Am i?

Still wondering, y m i here in KL now? Aint't i suppose 2 b back in Miri wid my family n frens? Hmmm... Kinda sucks being stucked in KL 4 da whole chinese new year... Wad 2 do? Tat's part of undergraduate's life... Luckily, i still have all my best frens here. Shud i consider tat we r all still in at holiday mood, n therefore we r still chilling around in KL... Quite worry sumtimes, dunno when can i gain back my study mood? Haiz... Will there b anymore happy-go-lucky for me?
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My luck is not tat bad tis year... i wont few tens yesterday nite gambling in my relatives' house. Enuff 4 me to have another Nando's... hehe... hey, reli shocked by myself, i had taken 3 times nando's in jz a week time... $$ fly away~ sakit hati actually but sweet inside my stomach, i can feel da satisfaction!
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It's my 21st-single-valentine's day... Never ever gone through any valentine's day wid da status of in relationship... Quite blaming myself actually 4 not having any partner in my life... Hmmm... but tat's me... still waiting patiently for "her", for miracle to happen... but ll it happen? God knows...
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Love, henzzZ

Friday, February 8, 2008

The cycle of my U Life...~

Again... I m sitting here in front of my cousin's computer waiting 4 my last dinner in Miri. Another 14.5 hours later, i ll b sitting in plane, back to KL... Huh... 10 days reli fast as expected. My heart quite heavy since yesterday nite. My heart is sinking, very heavy... It was a dead morning 4 me 2 wake up tis morning 2pack my luggage... i hate tat feeling... it'll b few months time till i next return...
~Blank in my mind~ HenzzZ

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

A new start b4 new year!


Gambling... But not illegal, no money put as tokens... Hehe... ;)

Jacky jai


Hmmm... Duty...

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Jai n Hen

Hohoho... So happy, at last, can take some pics wid jai... but all look da same.. haha... Hope can take more in these few more days ya~ at least different backgrounds... ^^
Hp, blog all use tis as background liao.... ^^
Jai, can take from here lor... hehe...