Limits.

Just couldn't understand why people just failed to appreciate life, be it your own or others'. That's why people tend to bring suffer to the others. Do we really feel good from doing so? Or they are actually bringing more sadness into their own lives? How pathetic such a person is. 

Simply because, you are being such a selfish person, putting yourself on top of all the others and failed to appreciate the principle of equality. You're thinking that all the people around you shall bow to you and shall put their reliance on you. You want people to come to you when they are facing with problems, begging you for help. But when this doesn't happen, you simply feel so pissed. This somehow reflects how inferior you are, how coward you are, how childish you can be. 

You are just being lucky. When you have the ability to reach out to help more, you don't. You think you have done too much, and you think you are now capable to control others' lives. You are not. A great person would not be complaining around for what he had done. To such a person, sacrifice is so sacred that it creates a great value in his life. But you are not. You complained of what you have done, and you wish that people will acknowledge for what you have done. 

Open up your eyes and see the world. You are capable to bring more colours into the life of people around you. You are such a great person and you simply shouldn't ruin yourself. Is time to wake up. Stop all your childish acts back there. We knew every single thing that you have done. Don't doubt, we really knew. We respect you as a human, we respect you with dignity. And that's why we do not do anything to harm you, not because we can't. So please know where to stop. The limit. 

Final Semester

Time just flies before I realized that, now, I am in my final semester. Things have been, at least, going on well, or else I would not been in my final semester now. When I first entered law school during mid-2007, I was pretty new to this whole thing. I didn't even have a clear mind of why am I choosing law. It seemed to be that, this had been programmed into my mind since I was young. Being a talkative boy, people around always said that I will be a lawyer in the future and that's how this thing seemed to be carved in my mind - and I didn't think much. I did not really score well during my first semester. Being a rookie at that moment, I was quite lost. The feeling is just like you were being thrown into the sea and you have no idea how you reach the mainland. I was lucky enough to meet a senior, who gave me a hand to go through such  tough period of time. He showed me the way. It was also a hard time, for the very first time to be far from my family and friends. Again, he was the one that kept me accompany throughout that time. I really appreciated what he had done for me. 

Semester by semester, I went through with more and more efforts being channeled in. My interest towards this field has grown even deeper. I realized its importance in our daily life. I pushed myself further to discover more on how this field can be used to help the others. The idea is simple. I just want to prove that justice is not a game for the rich. Every single human in this world has the right to justice. I took more papers from the others, not to show to people that I am capable. Again, the idea is simple - I want to learn as much as I can so that I can help more people when I step out into the society. 

My 4 years have been great especially when my life puzzle has been matched up with colourful pieces of friends. Each of them makes up a part of my life. I treasured them so much and to me, I think that's the biggest treasure in this 4 years time. 

Considered myself lucky, I have been selected 3 times to go for different international trips each year. In 2008, I went to Philippines, In the subsequent year, I went to Vietnam. And in 2010 I was selected to go to China with another 19 students. Deep in my heart, I really feel the greatest gratitude towards my lecturer for giving me this great learning opportunity. Frankly, I am only a little soldier in the contingent, but I was chose for 3 times to go for all these programs. Thankful. 

During this period of time as well, I have been more and more actively involve in my organization - SGI. It is an international organization that promotes peace through education and culture. I deeply attracted by its noble move as well as its great leader - my mentor. I deeply vow to fight together with my mentor for the rest of my life - to promote peace to each individual as well as globally. Youth is the time to build the strong foundation which will then determine who you are in the future. 

6 more months. I shall fight harder. 

2011

Yeah, I am back from Guangzhou, with a box of memories to be treasured for life. Back to my reality, and my life, thus begins. Another semester to go and that's from today! 

Forgotten?

Maybe, you have just forgotten the real intention of my existence. Please fully utilize me. 

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

And yeah if I die young.

Taio Cruz - Dynamite (Int'l Version)

So, why am I posting this song here? Simply to share something I like with my readers, if any.

His story!

"So, I ended up here." This was the phrase he told me. And I deeply felt his sadness. He was below 18 when he was dragged into the cell, together with a few others. And, "What is your case?", he answered, "302." For most of the law students, if not all, they will know what it means by 302. So basically it means, murder. He has been in the cell for months, since early of the year, waiting for the case to be tried in the High Court. 

Did he really murder that person? I am not sure. So his story begins...

"I was once put into the prison over an offence. I have a girlfriend before I was put into the gallows. During that period of time, she went to be with another guy (the deceased). Soon after I was released, she came back to me again. We went on well and we were planning to get married. Things started to become worse then. The deceased started to spread rumours that my girlfriend was not a clean girl anymore, she was a cheap stock and she slept with him. It sounded so insulting. I was really damn angry at the deceased. He never stopped to spread the rumours around. I can't really take it anymore. I don't like when people talking about her like that. I have a friend, named Jimmy. All this while, out of my knowledge, Jimmy has this hidden intention of killing the deceased. They have a real bad relation between one and another. Jimmy took this opportunity the actualized his intention of killing the deceased. So, Jimmy kept on asking me to find the deceased to teach him a lesson. Basically it means to give him some punches. That was my intention, I did not intend to kill him at all. So, I looked for a few friends, and together with Jimmy, we went to look for this guy. Upon seeing him, we threw him with few punches. We did not realize that Jimmy has pulled out a rope or something, and then strangled the deceased. The deceased collapsed and died. We were shocked. As we were still young, we really did not know what to do. We put the deceased into the car and then sent it off for disposal. We were blocked by the police on our way. And we were later remanded and now we are waiting for our case to be heard in the High Court. We have no intention to murder him at all, only Jimmy. How can we all being ended up here over something we are not intended to happen?" 

Quite a sad story I should say. What is the guilt of being framed by someone to commit something which you never intended to happen? Who are there to help him and his friends? Everyone does mistake, we are just lucky that our mistakes have not reached the level of that seriousness. So we are still free outside here, we enjoyed full liberty which we claimed too be too little. Appreciate what we have today, and help the less fortunate ones. There are more stories behind that wall, that most of us have not aware of at all. Do not close yourself in your own world without caring what happens outside you. Everyone of us, is just interconnected. 

Everyone of us, is just interconnected.