Doomed

When you are expecting things from me with the thought that you have given me so much, you will scare me off even before I started to learn about you. That's why I never success in any relation so far. If love is about another kind of pressure, than I rather let go this commitment for the rest of my life. So, please do not kill my interest in getting into any relation.

Peak? Climax?

Having to say that, life has been increasingly getting more and more busy with school work that most of the time I have to give up a lot of other commitment. Nevertheless, school work seems to be endless. Some how I seem to in no progress at all. Is this kind of life can be considered as the peak or climax? If yes, what about the others'? How about those who have more commitment than I am.

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Weekends have been a good-bye for me now. I can no longer pick up some places and started off my journey like that. My leftover free time has been used for few simple activities - sleeping, reading novel and Face-booking (and of course, eating around). All these have been part of my life, to fill up the colour of my life, and if not, at least they help me to in one way or another, release my stress due to academic. I don't really care about my grading, just with little hope that I will pass all my semester and be able to hit everything on its deadline.

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Eating is still my habit. I love the feeling of eating together with friends. We have lots of fun joking around. Nah, the food doesn't matter actually. Just that is time to think of keeping fit. I can feel that I am starting to be rounder again (or I actually did not slim down an inch at all, never mind!). Pick the right food!

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A great quote to share as a conclusion:

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"The plane (or maybe plan) is there, just that we need a pilot!"

-Hong-

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This is a great motivation quote that you can think of when you are deciding whether you would like to go for class or not.

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Henry's heart

Is it normal to face the situation where you are treated so cold without any reasons? When you thought things are really over and is time for you to take the initiative to connect the bridge, you are given with no response, no call is answered, no message is replied. No idea, no idea what is this all about. First you were blamed innocently and you did not get any forgiveness on your innocence. When you think it is not worth to risk a genuine friendship due to such a matter and you have taken steps to get connected again, no one actually bothers. You will never know how it feels like unless you are the victim. The predator will really enjoy doing this.

Secret?!

I just found out that, secret is something so funny. The more we want to keep something as secret, the easier it leaks out. The best thing is, if you don't want others to know about it, then don't do it. Cheating isn't that pleasant, but keeping one's own promise is your right. What is secret then?

Problem?

If problem has not been solved from the core, it is only an avoidance. After certain period of time, it will still come back, again and again. Open up and have a great dialogue. Is not about tolerance, is about understanding - mutual understanding.

Insulting

I was sitting at a table next to a playground when a kid ran over and hid under the table. I asked him why and he answered me that he was playing hide and seek. Not long after that I saw a plump boy far away in the playground, searching for someone. I tried to move a little so that I can help to cover this little boy hiding under the table. So after quite a moment, this kid was still save under my cover.

This is the best part:

Henry: He can't see you.

Kid: Yea, you are fat and blocked me from his view!

Henry: #$%^@#$%#$@#$

Anyone, am I?!

Pathetic

Sad, really sad enough to hear that people have been over and over again, politicizing the great organization that holds the seven noble principles. Do people want to destroy the organization that have been established for decades and internationally, merely over their own benefits? Have they ever thought of the sacrifices that our beloved father had gone through just to put this organization into movement? Is their dream is to destroy the dream of a man in white?

I did not see all this when I was actively in the movement. Things have changed since. People started to show their animal behaviour when it comes to fame and rank. Is that the purpose of the existence of this organization?

Please do not mislead the future generations. If you are crazy over the fame, glorious and rank, go ahead with your own selfish corpse. Do not teach the bad things to the small ones, they are too pure to be polluted by the devil.

Humanity
The Movement, born of a desire to bring assistance without discrimination to the wounded on the battlefield, endeavours, in its international and national capacity, to prevent and alleviate human suffering wherever it may be found. Its purpose is to protect life and health and to ensure respect for the human being. It promotes mutual understanding, friendship, cooperation and lasting peace amongst all peoples.

Impartiality
It makes no discrimination as to nationality, race, religious beliefs, class or political opinions. It endeavours to relieve the suffering of individuals, being guided solely by their needs, and to give priority to the most urgent cases of distress.

Neutrality
In order to continue to enjoy the confidence of all, the Movement may not take sides in hostilities or engage at any time in controversies of a political, racial, religious or ideological nature.

Independence
The Movement is independent. The National Societies, while auxiliaries in the humanitarian services of their governments and subject to the laws of their respective countries, must always maintain their autonomy so that they may be able at all times to act in accordance with the principles of the Movement.

Voluntary service
It is a voluntary relief movement not prompted in any manner by desire for gain.

Unity
There can be only one Society in any one country. It must be open to all. It must carry on its humanitarian work throughout its territory.

Universality
The Movement, in which all Societies have equal status and share equal responsibilities and duties in helping each other, is worldwide.