Once in your life time! Happy 080808 friends! And may this historical day be a happy starting to everyone. At the same time, let us put our hearts together and realise the dream of Olympic! All the Best and enjoy the peak of Olympic opening today!
Friday, August 8, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Cleaning up the rust
A month of hectic life, I am kind of getting crazy and at the same time enjoying my life now. Late in the middle of night, I was being waken up by housemate and what I could here from my bed was that I've not done my housework(sweeping and mopping). It might be my hallucination, maybe.
Yes, a month has passed since I left Miri. I couldn't feel that fast pace. That's life to me now. Life goes on, it won't stop in order for you to take a breath, no, it doesn't. I've to admit that, from time to time, I am really struggling hard with a lot of things, which include studies, friendships, inner factors, surroundings, lifestyle as well as house matters. I've been trying hard then to be strong enough to face all the obstacles, hardships and difficulties that I've encountered. Needless to say, there are time when I really feel like giving up and take a good rest without taking into account the consequences. But, I've failed to do so. At the end, I didn't let go my life but continue to face it with courage.
A new semester will definitely be a hard time to me. It is like resetting the master reset in your mobile phone and then you have to restore back everything. I found out that most of the courses that I've registered for this semester are tougher than what I've expected. Again, I now facing it with a positive manner. Basically, I've signed up Criminal Law, Administrative Law, Constitutional Law, Family Law, Land Law, Clinical Legal Education and Insurance Law. Killing papers.
I've gone back to the prison again last saturday. Is like another sad trip as before. I've met with this Danny(which is not his real name). An juvenile inmate that has been serving a period of imprisonment. He has been found guilty under cupable homicide and under Penal Code he has to be imprisoned for a period of 10 to 20 years. Here the Penal Code says:
"Whosoever causes death by doing an act with the intention or casuing death, or with the intention of causing such bodily injury as is likely to cause death, or with the knowledge that he is likely by such act to cause death, commits the offence of cupable homicide"
He has been sentenced under that section 299. He comes from a break down family, and from what I've heard, he killed his stepfather. Trust me, is you have seen him, you will never think of getting away from him. He's such a nice looking guy, educated and good manner. Educated? Yes, he's currently doing his diploma program while serving in prison. Furthermore, he speaks better English than most of us even tough he's a Chinese. He never gives up his life though he's in the prison. Unlikely to say, now the Deputy Public Prosecutor has appealed to the higher court to charge him under murder. Murder is another act which is more serious than homcide under the law. And the punishment for murder under section 302 will be death and for juvenile more often than not, it will be whole life imprisonment. I just can't think of what will happen if DPP really success in their appeal against him.
I can just make a simple conclusion in my facing life. Take it with courage and ready to face any consuquences that might appear at all time.
Yes, a month has passed since I left Miri. I couldn't feel that fast pace. That's life to me now. Life goes on, it won't stop in order for you to take a breath, no, it doesn't. I've to admit that, from time to time, I am really struggling hard with a lot of things, which include studies, friendships, inner factors, surroundings, lifestyle as well as house matters. I've been trying hard then to be strong enough to face all the obstacles, hardships and difficulties that I've encountered. Needless to say, there are time when I really feel like giving up and take a good rest without taking into account the consequences. But, I've failed to do so. At the end, I didn't let go my life but continue to face it with courage.
A new semester will definitely be a hard time to me. It is like resetting the master reset in your mobile phone and then you have to restore back everything. I found out that most of the courses that I've registered for this semester are tougher than what I've expected. Again, I now facing it with a positive manner. Basically, I've signed up Criminal Law, Administrative Law, Constitutional Law, Family Law, Land Law, Clinical Legal Education and Insurance Law. Killing papers.
I've gone back to the prison again last saturday. Is like another sad trip as before. I've met with this Danny(which is not his real name). An juvenile inmate that has been serving a period of imprisonment. He has been found guilty under cupable homicide and under Penal Code he has to be imprisoned for a period of 10 to 20 years. Here the Penal Code says:
"Whosoever causes death by doing an act with the intention or casuing death, or with the intention of causing such bodily injury as is likely to cause death, or with the knowledge that he is likely by such act to cause death, commits the offence of cupable homicide"
He has been sentenced under that section 299. He comes from a break down family, and from what I've heard, he killed his stepfather. Trust me, is you have seen him, you will never think of getting away from him. He's such a nice looking guy, educated and good manner. Educated? Yes, he's currently doing his diploma program while serving in prison. Furthermore, he speaks better English than most of us even tough he's a Chinese. He never gives up his life though he's in the prison. Unlikely to say, now the Deputy Public Prosecutor has appealed to the higher court to charge him under murder. Murder is another act which is more serious than homcide under the law. And the punishment for murder under section 302 will be death and for juvenile more often than not, it will be whole life imprisonment. I just can't think of what will happen if DPP really success in their appeal against him.
I can just make a simple conclusion in my facing life. Take it with courage and ready to face any consuquences that might appear at all time.
Friday, July 18, 2008
A new leaf
Honestly, I've been quite dried up recently, dried up without any idea of what I should be posting. Is another term now, which I can definitely define it as HELL. I never ever imagine that studying law can be so loaded. But I still confident with myself, I know I'll be able to get through it. 1st year has passed, and that's the end of being a junior in faculty of law. Now, we, the 2nd year are being labelled as seniors, and it is our turn to take good care of those juniors which just enter the world of legal. As compare to our batch, I can see more nerds this year, prisoning themselves in the faculty library most of the time. Is that the life of being an undergraduate? Funny, but worth thinking. I still remember the time when I 1st entered the tutorial class without any preparation at all. But now, juniors are running here and there in the library, searching for answers, seeking help from seniors, discussing between batch mates. Oh please, what's tutorial for if you've discussed with everyone before you really get into tutorial? Nevermind, I think soon, they will get used to it.
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As for myself, I've just moved in into a new house this semester, having new housemates and of course having a new room mate. No worries, I am happy in my new place. At least i feel like being at a home rather than a hostel. I can without hestitation, telling others that, "I'm at HOME." A few days ago, I've fallen sick. From my deep heart, I really want to convey my deepest gratitude to my housemates who really care of me, sending me to the clinic, cooking meal for me, asking whether I've taken my medication or not. I feel so touched. Thanks a lot.
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Life, still has to go on with. I'll try my very best not only to colour my life but others as well. As for me, others' happiness is mine too. Tough semester, but with the friendship and buddyship, I definitely know that I can do it. Let us put our heart together to achieve our goals, our dreams. Best of luck!
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It sounds like a story telling this time, as I really out of idea to convey myself. As you know, I don't like to be the same all the time.
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Love, henzzZ
Friday, July 4, 2008
Miri, Bye bye
Once again, the time has arrived. And it is the time again to bid goodbye to everything that I've encountered throughout these 55 days in Miri. How should i describe my feeling now? Empty, I don't really want to think about it.
Love, henzzZ
Saturday, June 21, 2008
A little review
I'm facing the circle of my life as an undergraduate again. 1 n a half month, shall I consider it as a long term holiday? How did I really spent the holiday? As far as I can remember, everything was just like yesterday. I don't really want to think about it, the feeling of going back will be such an awful one. Too fearful to think about it, I can just hallucinate myself with the excitement of a big city. Frankly, I prefer a simple life better, rather than the hectic one.
How did I really spend the holiday? I was assigned as a temporary teacher in my alma mater as soon as the very first week after my return from KL. I was not really sure whether I enjoyed taking up this task. My main purpose is to help in contributing whatever I can to the school. To be honest, salary is not a matter to me. Soon, I discovered the enjoyment of meeting more people, especially my juniors and other teaching staff. Indeed, this will be the holiday that I spent most of my time with juniors and friends.
Holiday Revision Class will definitely be a sweet memory to me. I did my very best to help those poor-in-studies-students. Days and nights, I spent my time extracting out the important points of the subjects to be taught to them. Some seemed to be quite appreciating our hard work, and of course there were those who not even want to help themselves. I took this as a voluntary work rather than a paid one. The most important, I really feel that it was paid off with good friendship that I have gained throughout the sessions.
Besides my so-called teacher's life, I somehow getting a better relationship with people around me, and to be more specific, my juniors whom are more likely to be known as my little bothers. I opened my ears to listen deep into their hearts, I opened my mouth to voice out what I felt without any hidden thought. To me, it is all about sincerity, appreciation and trust. There were times when I felt that I was useless for being not helpful enough no matter how hard i tried. But this never broke my heart to keep going on to care each of them. My only aim, is that they can grow up in a healthy environment and be a respected person in the society in days to come.
Last but not least, happiness is not a chance but a choice. You choose to be or not, you need not wait for it like a chance. Is only a point of view, view it from different perspectives, and you will find the positive way. Stay happy as life is only once, there are nothing that can't be bring down!
Love, henzzZ
How did I really spend the holiday? I was assigned as a temporary teacher in my alma mater as soon as the very first week after my return from KL. I was not really sure whether I enjoyed taking up this task. My main purpose is to help in contributing whatever I can to the school. To be honest, salary is not a matter to me. Soon, I discovered the enjoyment of meeting more people, especially my juniors and other teaching staff. Indeed, this will be the holiday that I spent most of my time with juniors and friends.
Holiday Revision Class will definitely be a sweet memory to me. I did my very best to help those poor-in-studies-students. Days and nights, I spent my time extracting out the important points of the subjects to be taught to them. Some seemed to be quite appreciating our hard work, and of course there were those who not even want to help themselves. I took this as a voluntary work rather than a paid one. The most important, I really feel that it was paid off with good friendship that I have gained throughout the sessions.
Besides my so-called teacher's life, I somehow getting a better relationship with people around me, and to be more specific, my juniors whom are more likely to be known as my little bothers. I opened my ears to listen deep into their hearts, I opened my mouth to voice out what I felt without any hidden thought. To me, it is all about sincerity, appreciation and trust. There were times when I felt that I was useless for being not helpful enough no matter how hard i tried. But this never broke my heart to keep going on to care each of them. My only aim, is that they can grow up in a healthy environment and be a respected person in the society in days to come.
Last but not least, happiness is not a chance but a choice. You choose to be or not, you need not wait for it like a chance. Is only a point of view, view it from different perspectives, and you will find the positive way. Stay happy as life is only once, there are nothing that can't be bring down!
Love, henzzZ
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Happy Birthday Di!!!
Another year has passed, and once again, it was Jason's birthday. This year celebration was slightly different from last year, especially its venue*. As promised, I have accompanied him on his birthday. I just hope it will be another happy day for him.
Well, that's the lamb chop that Jason requested for. Lamb chop decreased fat, that's what he told me. How true it is? ^^
Well, that's the lamb chop that Jason requested for. Lamb chop decreased fat, that's what he told me. How true it is? ^^
Yea, that's my boy! Seeing him growing up, becoming more and more mature, either his appearance or thinking.
Ok, just another piece of cake just for my little brother. Hope he will like the cake.
Well, that's not the only event that we have gone through that day. Example, I have my first-ever-hightea at Jason's house. It will remain as a sweet memory which will vivid in my heart for my whole life. I did enjoy myself, so I hope Jason too.
Here comes, a special song, especially dedicated to my "BIG BABY"... Enjoy it!
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Jason,
Happy Birthday to you...
Love, yellowhenzzZ
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
The darker side
Yes, it's only da bright side tat every1 like 2c... but, no 1 can hide da truth tat dark side does exist. Quite hard 2pretend tat u r happy when u r not. Wad m i reli demanding for? Is a question remains unanswered. A week has passed, jz like da wind tat blew over my face, u may say wind is nothing, but it is something in fact. So, i might i feel nothing, but in fact there were some happenings... I neglected those happenings, i din even bother bout it. I m getting more emotional n sensitive lately despite my hardwork of trying to control it. My complexion is reflecting it? i dunno... once again, it's all about hypocrite... It's jz like a play, a play of Phantom Opera, da 1 behind da mask... da play tat he played, n da real life tat he ruled...
I'm no longer on da stage... I'm stepping down from it, i m facing it, n i hope thr wont b any more chance 4 me to step up da stage again... The play has ended...
I'm no longer on da stage... I'm stepping down from it, i m facing it, n i hope thr wont b any more chance 4 me to step up da stage again... The play has ended...
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