A new leaf

Honestly, I've been quite dried up recently, dried up without any idea of what I should be posting. Is another term now, which I can definitely define it as HELL. I never ever imagine that studying law can be so loaded. But I still confident with myself, I know I'll be able to get through it. 1st year has passed, and that's the end of being a junior in faculty of law. Now, we, the 2nd year are being labelled as seniors, and it is our turn to take good care of those juniors which just enter the world of legal. As compare to our batch, I can see more nerds this year, prisoning themselves in the faculty library most of the time. Is that the life of being an undergraduate? Funny, but worth thinking. I still remember the time when I 1st entered the tutorial class without any preparation at all. But now, juniors are running here and there in the library, searching for answers, seeking help from seniors, discussing between batch mates. Oh please, what's tutorial for if you've discussed with everyone before you really get into tutorial? Nevermind, I think soon, they will get used to it.

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As for myself, I've just moved in into a new house this semester, having new housemates and of course having a new room mate. No worries, I am happy in my new place. At least i feel like being at a home rather than a hostel. I can without hestitation, telling others that, "I'm at HOME." A few days ago, I've fallen sick. From my deep heart, I really want to convey my deepest gratitude to my housemates who really care of me, sending me to the clinic, cooking meal for me, asking whether I've taken my medication or not. I feel so touched. Thanks a lot.

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Life, still has to go on with. I'll try my very best not only to colour my life but others as well. As for me, others' happiness is mine too. Tough semester, but with the friendship and buddyship, I definitely know that I can do it. Let us put our heart together to achieve our goals, our dreams. Best of luck!

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It sounds like a story telling this time, as I really out of idea to convey myself. As you know, I don't like to be the same all the time.

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Love, henzzZ

Miri, Bye bye

Once again, the time has arrived. And it is the time again to bid goodbye to everything that I've encountered throughout these 55 days in Miri. How should i describe my feeling now? Empty, I don't really want to think about it.

Love, henzzZ

A little review

I'm facing the circle of my life as an undergraduate again. 1 n a half month, shall I consider it as a long term holiday? How did I really spent the holiday? As far as I can remember, everything was just like yesterday. I don't really want to think about it, the feeling of going back will be such an awful one. Too fearful to think about it, I can just hallucinate myself with the excitement of a big city. Frankly, I prefer a simple life better, rather than the hectic one.

How did I really spend the holiday? I was assigned as a temporary teacher in my alma mater as soon as the very first week after my return from KL. I was not really sure whether I enjoyed taking up this task. My main purpose is to help in contributing whatever I can to the school. To be honest, salary is not a matter to me. Soon, I discovered the enjoyment of meeting more people, especially my juniors and other teaching staff. Indeed, this will be the holiday that I spent most of my time with juniors and friends.

Holiday Revision Class will definitely be a sweet memory to me. I did my very best to help those poor-in-studies-students. Days and nights, I spent my time extracting out the important points of the subjects to be taught to them. Some seemed to be quite appreciating our hard work, and of course there were those who not even want to help themselves. I took this as a voluntary work rather than a paid one. The most important, I really feel that it was paid off with good friendship that I have gained throughout the sessions.

Besides my so-called teacher's life, I somehow getting a better relationship with people around me, and to be more specific, my juniors whom are more likely to be known as my little bothers. I opened my ears to listen deep into their hearts, I opened my mouth to voice out what I felt without any hidden thought. To me, it is all about sincerity, appreciation and trust. There were times when I felt that I was useless for being not helpful enough no matter how hard i tried. But this never broke my heart to keep going on to care each of them. My only aim, is that they can grow up in a healthy environment and be a respected person in the society in days to come.

Last but not least, happiness is not a chance but a choice. You choose to be or not, you need not wait for it like a chance. Is only a point of view, view it from different perspectives, and you will find the positive way. Stay happy as life is only once, there are nothing that can't be bring down!

Love, henzzZ

Happy Birthday Di!!!

Another year has passed, and once again, it was Jason's birthday. This year celebration was slightly different from last year, especially its venue*. As promised, I have accompanied him on his birthday. I just hope it will be another happy day for him.

Well, that's the lamb chop that Jason requested for. Lamb chop decreased fat, that's what he told me. How true it is? ^^

Yea, that's my boy! Seeing him growing up, becoming more and more mature, either his appearance or thinking.

Ok, just another piece of cake just for my little brother. Hope he will like the cake.

Well, that's not the only event that we have gone through that day. Example, I have my first-ever-hightea at Jason's house. It will remain as a sweet memory which will vivid in my heart for my whole life. I did enjoy myself, so I hope Jason too.

Here comes, a special song, especially dedicated to my "BIG BABY"... Enjoy it!

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Jason,

Happy Birthday to you...

*Venue will be kept confidential for personal privacy and safety.

Love, yellowhenzzZ

The darker side

Yes, it's only da bright side tat every1 like 2c... but, no 1 can hide da truth tat dark side does exist. Quite hard 2pretend tat u r happy when u r not. Wad m i reli demanding for? Is a question remains unanswered. A week has passed, jz like da wind tat blew over my face, u may say wind is nothing, but it is something in fact. So, i might i feel nothing, but in fact there were some happenings... I neglected those happenings, i din even bother bout it. I m getting more emotional n sensitive lately despite my hardwork of trying to control it. My complexion is reflecting it? i dunno... once again, it's all about hypocrite... It's jz like a play, a play of Phantom Opera, da 1 behind da mask... da play tat he played, n da real life tat he ruled...

I'm no longer on da stage... I'm stepping down from it, i m facing it, n i hope thr wont b any more chance 4 me to step up da stage again... The play has ended...

Blank

I'm back to my dear home town, yet i don feel da excitement! i dunno y, i m down 4 no reason...

I kept my own promise!

Yo man! I kept my own promise, n yes, i did go back to KENKO, the FISH SPA!!! Man, it's reli worth trying... Hmmm... da process of being kinda bite by da fish wuz reli fun! Honestly, i don feel da after-effect (which da promoters told us tat da fish ll eat ur dead skin leaving u wid new, soft skin), but i enjoyed da excitement being mmmm mmmm by those fishies!!!

At 1st, it wuz only tiny fish...

And then, big fish!!!

SERIOUS REMINDER : To any1 who wanna go n try, MAKE SURE u invite me go k... I reli wanna go to experience it again...

Btw, tis post is especially dedicated 2 Kurt... haha... hope u enjoy it!