A little review

I'm facing the circle of my life as an undergraduate again. 1 n a half month, shall I consider it as a long term holiday? How did I really spent the holiday? As far as I can remember, everything was just like yesterday. I don't really want to think about it, the feeling of going back will be such an awful one. Too fearful to think about it, I can just hallucinate myself with the excitement of a big city. Frankly, I prefer a simple life better, rather than the hectic one.

How did I really spend the holiday? I was assigned as a temporary teacher in my alma mater as soon as the very first week after my return from KL. I was not really sure whether I enjoyed taking up this task. My main purpose is to help in contributing whatever I can to the school. To be honest, salary is not a matter to me. Soon, I discovered the enjoyment of meeting more people, especially my juniors and other teaching staff. Indeed, this will be the holiday that I spent most of my time with juniors and friends.

Holiday Revision Class will definitely be a sweet memory to me. I did my very best to help those poor-in-studies-students. Days and nights, I spent my time extracting out the important points of the subjects to be taught to them. Some seemed to be quite appreciating our hard work, and of course there were those who not even want to help themselves. I took this as a voluntary work rather than a paid one. The most important, I really feel that it was paid off with good friendship that I have gained throughout the sessions.

Besides my so-called teacher's life, I somehow getting a better relationship with people around me, and to be more specific, my juniors whom are more likely to be known as my little bothers. I opened my ears to listen deep into their hearts, I opened my mouth to voice out what I felt without any hidden thought. To me, it is all about sincerity, appreciation and trust. There were times when I felt that I was useless for being not helpful enough no matter how hard i tried. But this never broke my heart to keep going on to care each of them. My only aim, is that they can grow up in a healthy environment and be a respected person in the society in days to come.

Last but not least, happiness is not a chance but a choice. You choose to be or not, you need not wait for it like a chance. Is only a point of view, view it from different perspectives, and you will find the positive way. Stay happy as life is only once, there are nothing that can't be bring down!

Love, henzzZ

Happy Birthday Di!!!

Another year has passed, and once again, it was Jason's birthday. This year celebration was slightly different from last year, especially its venue*. As promised, I have accompanied him on his birthday. I just hope it will be another happy day for him.

Well, that's the lamb chop that Jason requested for. Lamb chop decreased fat, that's what he told me. How true it is? ^^

Yea, that's my boy! Seeing him growing up, becoming more and more mature, either his appearance or thinking.

Ok, just another piece of cake just for my little brother. Hope he will like the cake.

Well, that's not the only event that we have gone through that day. Example, I have my first-ever-hightea at Jason's house. It will remain as a sweet memory which will vivid in my heart for my whole life. I did enjoy myself, so I hope Jason too.

Here comes, a special song, especially dedicated to my "BIG BABY"... Enjoy it!

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Jason,

Happy Birthday to you...

*Venue will be kept confidential for personal privacy and safety.

Love, yellowhenzzZ

The darker side

Yes, it's only da bright side tat every1 like 2c... but, no 1 can hide da truth tat dark side does exist. Quite hard 2pretend tat u r happy when u r not. Wad m i reli demanding for? Is a question remains unanswered. A week has passed, jz like da wind tat blew over my face, u may say wind is nothing, but it is something in fact. So, i might i feel nothing, but in fact there were some happenings... I neglected those happenings, i din even bother bout it. I m getting more emotional n sensitive lately despite my hardwork of trying to control it. My complexion is reflecting it? i dunno... once again, it's all about hypocrite... It's jz like a play, a play of Phantom Opera, da 1 behind da mask... da play tat he played, n da real life tat he ruled...

I'm no longer on da stage... I'm stepping down from it, i m facing it, n i hope thr wont b any more chance 4 me to step up da stage again... The play has ended...

Blank

I'm back to my dear home town, yet i don feel da excitement! i dunno y, i m down 4 no reason...

I kept my own promise!

Yo man! I kept my own promise, n yes, i did go back to KENKO, the FISH SPA!!! Man, it's reli worth trying... Hmmm... da process of being kinda bite by da fish wuz reli fun! Honestly, i don feel da after-effect (which da promoters told us tat da fish ll eat ur dead skin leaving u wid new, soft skin), but i enjoyed da excitement being mmmm mmmm by those fishies!!!

At 1st, it wuz only tiny fish...

And then, big fish!!!

SERIOUS REMINDER : To any1 who wanna go n try, MAKE SURE u invite me go k... I reli wanna go to experience it again...

Btw, tis post is especially dedicated 2 Kurt... haha... hope u enjoy it!

Reviewing myself, as 1 of RC members...

Hmmm.... Flashing back, n it wuz 1997 when i wuz in Standard 4, I joined an international organisation, well-recognised by da world, The Malaysian Red Crescent Society(now, known as Malaysian Red Crescent). Nothing much crossed my mind when i 1st joined tis organisation, jz as simple as, both my bro n sis r its members. I joined, not as a very active member, as my sch din promote it like other chinese-aid primary schools... I learned some basic 1st aid skills from my sis, shud i say, da most basic ones...

Time past, n i wuz in f1. I joined my 1st-ever-RC-competition, formerly known as "6-ren-chao", jz as a member, not leader. As a newbie, i found out tat thr r lots 4 me 2 learn, not only 1st aid skills or marching, but organising, managing n leadership. F1 wuz my starting point, n i knew thr r far more things 4 me 2 discover all da way up... I learned all da way, n my focus wuz on learning how 2 socialize wid others. Tat's da time when i started 2 gather more n more experiences. I din limit myself jz to socialize wid members from my batch or those who r same age wid me. The extension n expansion of my rapport including juniors (until 2day), seniors ( 8 yrs ahead from me), committees of CHAPTER, teachers-in-charge from various schs.

F2 n F3 wuz da years when i wuz back 2 my academic life, n tat is da thing tat i m quite regret. I wasted 2 years, being a low profile member. It wuz f4, when i wuz on my responsibility as a committee member. I knew i'd wasted 2 years time jz 2 achieve straight As' in PMR, which i know i ll still b achieving it even as an active member. F4, indeed, wuz a sweet n most memorable year 4 me. It started when I facilitated a juniors' team (consisting chung liang, chin kang, lung en, geok gee, sin ming n fang hao) in "6 ren chao". Hmmm... Besides facilitating, i've been learning most of da time. For da sake of their learning process, i've been oways keeping myself at da fullest informative. The outcomes r even more than i've expected.

On n on, I've been upgrading myself wid various fields of knowledges n skills. Former training officer (Pn Norashikin) has given me a golden opportunity, n my life as a CFAS (Community First Aid And Safety) Instructor starts. I've been teaching quite a number of different schs in CFAS course, as well as Maktab Perguruan Miri. And of cz as a instructor, i m part of da examiners in Community First Aid exam (or most of time known as Mass Exam).

I've, then, further my studies in SMK Lopeng Tengah, Miri. My membership in RC wuz still valid. I continued 2 contribute in RC, helping juniors in bringing up Lopeng RC. I muz say it wuz quite a tough task, as da sch management wasnt tat supportive in extra-co activities. Nevertheless, wid some hardwork from my batch mates n some juniors, we joined our 1st-timer-flag-sale organised by chapter. We managed 2 collect 3 thousands plus, a few tens to reach 4000 n tat's a great achievement as thr r only 20 plus members participating in da fund raising... tat's when Lopeng unit has converted da negative account in unit fund to few hundreds... B4 tis, unit fund wuz in negative state, n it wuz due to ex-members who joined some camps outside Miri, n chapter has deducted it from da unit fund.

Hmmm... Lately, i've been hearing some unjust n chaos in RC. I wuz a youth member b4, n to me, it wuz reli my precious time in my lifeline as a member of tis international society. Not many of us, i shud say, have reli understood da meaning of our RC. Wad r da components of The Red Cross And Red Crescent Movement? N wad r the 7 fundamental principles tat we, as members, shud hold? Trust me, holding da fundamental principles n oways having tat them in ur mind, it ll make a BIG DIFFERENCE.

Pls bear in mind;

1. Humanity
2. Impartiality
3. Neutrality
4. Independence
5. Voluntary service
6. Unity
7. Universality

Deep inside my heart, i've been praying hard 2 c da UNITY n HUMANITY in my juniors. Huh... I'm not a big dreamer, n thus i din aim 2 c any1 who can hold all up to all da 7 principles, but da most basic in behaviours as a member, b humanity n unity. Tat's how to make a youth unit (n even VAD) goes on... Think of da best way 2 contribute 2 da society n community. Tat's wad RC is all about, but not taking it as granted, wishing u can get any advantages from it. RC is not about position n power, is about sharing n caring. Unity, is not about unite wid ur frens n shooting n backstabbing those u don like. Independence, is not about staying alone from others. Neutrality is about not having a prejudice n bias view on others!!!

Holy!

Hmmm... Jz finished my 3rd paper, n there r 3 more to go! I dunno how i gonna survive through tis, jz hope 2 finish asap! Have been preparing 4 2day's contracts' exam... This wuz da beginning, when everything wuz still on track...

Then, more n more things mixed 2gether...

N lastly, these r those piles of books, cases, statutes n notes tat i've been using, jz 2 prepare 4 a contracts law paper!!!

Gosh, 3 more law papers 2 go!!! Gonna burn mid-nite oil again!!! Tiring, i jz nit a short break, for me 2 inhale jz a puff of air... Too packed...