The cycle of my U Life...~

Again... I m sitting here in front of my cousin's computer waiting 4 my last dinner in Miri. Another 14.5 hours later, i ll b sitting in plane, back to KL... Huh... 10 days reli fast as expected. My heart quite heavy since yesterday nite. My heart is sinking, very heavy... It was a dead morning 4 me 2 wake up tis morning 2pack my luggage... i hate tat feeling... it'll b few months time till i next return...

~Blank in my mind~ HenzzZ

A new start b4 new year!

Gambling... But not illegal, no money put as tokens... Hehe... ;)

Jacky jai

Hmmm... Duty...

Jai n Hen

Hohoho... So happy, at last, can take some pics wid jai... but all look da same.. haha... Hope can take more in these few more days ya~ at least different backgrounds... ^^
Hp, blog all use tis as background liao.... ^^
Jai, can take from here lor... hehe...

******* Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone.*******

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love 2 shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

Happy February!

Hmmm... 1 month has passed, n now is FEB! CNY is jz around da corner, n every1's quite BZ recently wid da housework (which most of us only do it once a year)... Me? hmmmm... i din help much, jz some windows cleaning... hehe... Mom n sis have done everything even b4 i m back... so good~

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Hmmm... Tis new year ll b da shortest new year i ever had, as i m goin back 2 KL exactly on da 3rd day of new year... wad a sad thing... N da airticket reli costs me a lot... unworthy! honestly, reli din put too much expectation on tis trip back as da time is reli short... i noe i cant do much, jz consider it a short break for me 2 rest (i reli nit it ~ sick now!)...

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Tis so-called no-expectation-trip turns to b unexpected... It's a month time since i last met my di(jai)... Cant reli believe my eyes when i reli saw him jz in front of me... No 1 reli understand how's tat feel, but deeply n truly in my heart, i feel it... As a bro of his, there're still a lot more 4 me to do 4 him, i jz feel like i have never done enuff 4 him... But i ll continue 2 try my best, 2 b da best bro... ^^ Reli hapi spending da whole day wid jai yesterday... meeting, then pizza, then "chiat kut", then hair cut... short day, but enjoyable... how bout jai? hehe... jz hope 2 c him again b4 i go back... ^^

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Hmmm... RC political reli scary n funny! Stories come n come, n i started to feel da immaturity in da seniors' mind... Ranking? so wad? Post? so wad? NUTS! Wad're da basic principles as a RC member? Think of it b4 u try 2 lead... Juniors, don step in 2 their world, they r even worse! I salute juniors more than those seniors who look post as everything... pls don spoil RC's image as an international society... Learn from da beginning b4 u step higher n higher... It's reli useless for u 2 stay so high yet u r so empty inside... As a leader, wad shud u have? think of da qualities n qualifications tat u shud have... I dare 2 say, even my juniors have more leaders' qualities than "some"seniors! Da basic humble! Duh...

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As 4 me, i ll 4ever stand in my position as a purely RC volunteer member, helping da society, helping da members... never try 2 break my principle... ^^ Tat's y i m oways so happy in RC!

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Love, henzzZ

Waiting...

Hmmm... How long since my last blog? Huh... Reli quite busy recently... Bz wid those stupid stuff which r not reli nit to spend so much time to settle actually. Feel kinda funny wid myself, wad happen to me? Y m i so scare to face diffculty recently? Jz a small matter actually but my mind wuz stucked... It's only whn i cool down then i can reli think of da solutions... Tis new year trip bak is so challenging, full wid obstacles! The very last minutes b4 i wanna go back, 2 incidents happened, n i wuz so worried tat it would delay my flight's date...

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The 1st incident is da English Profienciency for Law test which i suppose to sit on this coming Thursday... Hmmm... My flight is on Wed, how can i sit 4 it when i m not in KL? Duh... I talked so nicely to the tutor, i submitted letter to her, called her (which costed me few RM)... but she din seem to b helping me... She gave me so many excuses, n even some ridiculous suggestions...

For example :

Henry : I cant change my airticket...

Puan Tutor : Go n c DR, take a medical certificate, n then show da medical cert to da airasia company, told them tat u cant fly on tat day, ask them change ur flight date... then u can sit 4 da test...

Henry : Impossible, puan...

Puan Tutor : Try a step, MAGIC will happen!

Henry : (Inside heart) Damn~

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I noe i hafta settle tis thing as soon as possible, or else i reli cant go back hometown on time... My fren n i work hard, running all over from 1place 2another... Jz to meet da management of the course to resolve tis problem... after all, jz a simple thing, i nit to take my test earlier, tat's it... N at last, wid God's Bless, i wuz able 2 take my test earlier... phew~

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The feeling of mine now... hmmm... i jz counting down da leftover time before i can b back in Miri... 5 hours later, i ll b sitting inside taxi, heading to LCC Terminal... then another hour later, i ll b sitting inside da plane, departing back to my dear hometown! N i ll hafta rush to the court... I nit lots of energy 2molo...! I m so happy tat i can go back home... i can spend my time wd my family! wahaha... (can feel my hapiness?) N of coz my family include my jai lor... still waiting 2 hear for da word "kor" o... hehe...

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Shud take a rest b4 reli departing...~Nite~

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Love, henzzZ