I don't dare anymore~

Huh... Kinda surprise wid sum of my frens... Not only tat i m in deep shit mood recently but sum other frens... Jz by a short msn chatting wid them, n i found out tat those r far away from family n close frens r reli in deep shit mood as me... Tat's y -I don't dare anymore- to pull down my face... I feel like it's my duty to cheer up my frens now... Don worry, i m fine... ^^

Soli if i offended any1, but i juz wanna voice tis out as a sharing~ Huh... Since da 1st Jan till now, when i start to move in tis new room, i reli kinda annoyed wid da religion "singing" 5 times a day... da speakers r somehow directly focus into my room... Everyday, without missing each time, i ll find myself n my room mates as well, ANNOYED!!! Actually i m ok wid tat "singing" lar, jz tat... ... ... it's too loud tis time, comparing to last year! N i m pretty sure wid wad i'll request as my b'day present... EAR PLUCKS!!! plz...

Court case runs smoothly... So far, we still on da winning side... Jz hope tat the saying of Chinese, "Heaven has eyes" is true... n indeed, i believe so~ Let's pray 4 me, n my family~ may us b strong 2 face all of our difficulties... a family which includes my didi~

Love, henzzZ

Hmmm....

I cant think of a title 2 represent my feeling 2day... it's kinda a mixture of ups n downs 2day... without realising it, 2day has come 2its end... there r many things trying 2 stuck into my brain, but there's no more empty space 4 those unattended things...

Man, kinda shocked of wad my hostel master told me tis very morning... The story began...

"You have to move out from the college(hostel)!"... Tat's da thing he said to me when i met him early morning... He din even ask 4 da reason y i din attend da meet wid College Master on 31st Dec... Then i took out my courage, i talked n explained 2 him, i answered every question of his wid full of confidence... It wuz then he finally said, "OK, you may stay..." phew...

I'm not feeling well 2day... I've stomach upset... I went to toilet 4 a few times edi... N i dun understand y da same thing happen 2 my family in Miri... coincidently...? Jz hope every1 of us can recover asap... Kinda worry of them... hmmm...

Dad's court case kinda goin on well 2day... there r few more days 2 go... hopefully it can run smoothly in these following days... God Bless... -speechless-

Meaningful day of mine~

Huh... Kinda happy 2day(06/01/08)... y? haha... i get a new bro which means a lot to me... shud i say understanding n caring... Most of all, i love da way he shares his heart tales wid me... Tis make me understand him more n more... Knew him since i wuz in my final year in SMK Chung Hua, which means i wuz in f5 during tat time... hmmm.. then lost contact... Recently, b4 i m back 2 kL again, i had my time wid him... sharing n communicating... tat's how da sincerity from hearts formed... We went to 1st aid duty 2gether, steamboating, KFCing, foot drilling... Then, da closeness is back... Jz pray tat our relation ll b quite a stable n longlife 1... sure can rite jai?

Haik... Wuz once again spending much much loR... Fast food!!! Jz a blink suggestion by my roommate : "Let's eat pizza 2nite"... n my stupid mouth answered : "ok!!!"... tat's how we all ended up eating pizzas 2nite! Kinda siao rite? 1300-88-2525... delivering... Hmmm... actually it's a bit pai seh lor 2 eat in da canteen, when there r so many pairs of eyes looking on us... so, i jz pretended 2 organise a birthday party 4 my fren... i jz shouted here n thr, "happy birthday"... jz 2 cover da pai seh'ness...

2day kinda busy, preparing wid my Torts Tutorial, which i m not done yet in this moment... all my last sem knowledge have returned 2 cik Sue n Prof Norcahaya~ tat's y i spent quite a long time 2 prepare 4 all these hwrk this time...! N i wuz informed tat torts test ll b on da 24th jan... even cham!!! haiz... kinda lazy 2 study laR... haiz... new year wid new vision! Work harder!!! can i? lolz

Love, henzzZ

Tiring day~ Kajang prison trip...

Hmmm... Welcome back 2 CLE... When was my last trip? It would last year somewhere in Aug... Glad, i m back again in CLE... Tis time, we went to Kajang prison... A very scary n creepy place... My feeling when i 1st arrived there is quite worry actually... my mind wondered too far, cant stop imagine wad's inside, how did they behave... Da last thing i reli can do wuz asking jai seng to pray 4 my safety inside...

Da rules inside r reli strict!!! ok, there r a lot of things tat we cant bring in... hmmm... let me think, ok... no wallet, no hp, no pens, no anything~ We've to go through a security check up b4 entering da prison, i wuz molested... haha... touched... i wuz assigned to assist a PMR group... da feeling whn i stepped in wuz quite... hmmm... i dunno... i jz reli don dare 2 look at them... I can feel tat their eyes r all sharply looking into me... hmmm... after da ice-breaking session, everything turned to b better... now at least i dare 2 talk 2 them... they r not tat scary after all...

Time past... n soon every1 getting well wid each other... they even asked me 2 join them eating n chatting... they r so frenly... Man, i reli feel so sad 4 them... jz bcoz of a mistake, some even end up imprison 4 whole life~ huh... y? y? y? Every human did mistake... but y they ll end up in prison 4 whole da whole life? I wuz told tat i wuz chatting wid some murderers, i cant even feel tat they were murderers... From their eyes, i can feel tat they r full of hope, they r looking towards da day when they can b released uopn pardon from Yang Di-Pertuan Agong... But when? when? when? huh.... they nvr give up, they study by themselves, no teacher 4 them... they find solution 4 every thing tat they don understand in their studies...

Da whole trip making me hibernating in my room 4 da whole afternoon... huh... kick... i even slept over my lion dance practice... man... reli quite soi 2nite~ gambling in hostel, i lost up 2 RM10 ++... sakit hati lar... huh.... whr's my luck?! hmmm... better b a guai guai boy, stop gambling~ not da yr for RABBIT 2gamble!!! b k ful~

Hmmm... Time's up! Nite~

Love, henzzZ

Some sharing~ my last few days in Miri...

OK, there r another elites of 2008... Top committee of Miri CHRC who jz passed all their Foot Drill test... Congratz... Keep it up~

Smart, ain't they? Saluting...

OK, here comes my cool boy~

Tis pic took a bit long time 2 b uploaded actually due to da "size" of da pic itself... Hey, don hestitate~ it's chong!!! acting cute, i oso don understand y...? Explanation pls...

Sickness never leave me alone, thanks...

Damn... Tat's wad i gonna face everytime i back to KL... sickness!!! Huh... izzit bcoz of da air here? huh... my nose so itchy, n i cant breathe well... Running nose reli sucky~ It makes me escape my sch again 2day, but i got some1 2 sign my attendance 4 me... Whole afternoon taking my nap, but it makes me worse now, my whole body is in pain! i hafta escape da lion dance practice again, sorry~

Hmmm... 1st day bak faculty oledi informed of few tests which r coming soon~ damn it! making me so sick of having class... jz hope tat it wont crush wid any of my personal schedule... Following days ll b quite busy, wid my visit to Kajang prison as well as Tunas Bakti ( a rehabilitation sch)... Under da Clinical Legal Education (CLE) programme, we gonna visit them frequently, educate them in their legal rights... quite challenging... so gotta work extra hard again in da preparation~

Frens! help me swear da thief!!! May da thunder strike those who steal my thing! I lost my cup 2day! Da store room reli unreliable, security system reli low!!!~ I cant believe tat i can lost so many things~ i think there ll more to lost soon... i realise of my lost cup when i wuz about 2 make a hot coffee tis evening... but i ended up shouting here n there...~ (my 3-words-poem)...

Orientation... 1st day huh... how's every1 doin? well? Jz keep up da hard work lor... Definitely there'll b many problems 2 face, jz depend on how u look at it... U ll find da satisfaction on every self-settled-problem... Trust me, u reli ll...~ K, bro... as i told u, i cant do anything much but jz da few words 2show my k n support~

Love, henzzZ...

Double kills

Wad's tat mean? Double kills? Hmmm... i ate macDonald twice 2day!!!! Kinda "siao" joR... coz tat's da cheapest food tat i afford to eat in LCC Terminal~ i have been sitting in LCCT waiting 4 da arrival of my new room mate... IGGY... hmmm for a few hours... i ended up sleeping there... due 2 lack of sleep da nite b4 (countdown)... i m so sleepy throughout da whole day... ... ...



Everything wuznt tat smooth actually, out of my expectation... haiz... quite surprised n of coz tq 4 those who came 2 send me off... johnny, chong n ah ter... quite touch seeing them... waving goodbye isnt tat great actually, wad's on ur face is not wad in ur heart... da smile on my face again... quite heavy hearted.. at last, i stepped in da departure hall... unexpected... i found more than 5 chung hua x-srudents... even my old x-classmate... huh... spending time 2 chit chat a bit wid them...



only reached my "dear" hostel nearly 6, n i wuz kinda rush... i hafta unpack my luggage, n went 2 da storge 2 find my stuff... reli messy... again, out of my expectation, i lost my shampoo n toothpaste!!! damn... but luckily i still able 2 allocate my Dove body wash...~ next, my room's conditions r too shit! i cant even lock my locker... so i hafta use my fren's 1... i got no much time 2 clean it up, as i have 2 attend da lion dance training...



Man, kinda blur blur jor wid those too tradition lion dance! even da drum beats r too far from wad i've heard b4... luckily i gt mei chyi 2 accompany me... kinda pressed wid stress... they r putting high expectation on us, yet i cant even understand all those chinese terms tat they used... n there r more training to come!!! can i manage it n cope it well wid my academic stuff...?



Dear bro, there's oways a solution 4 every problem... think a way out to solve it. Tat's how u grown up... Love, henZzz